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i know i have been acting weird lately, and im sorry.i reliezed that i am unhappy with myself and i want to change. my mom was crying the other night because she doesnt want me to feel this way and my dad wouldnt even talk to me like a normal person. i never saw it coming, but now i need to change.for myself. im feeling a little better now. i've gotten back to writing a lot in a new journal(with pen and paper)for some reason it is much more peaceful.i've been running every night and not eating any carbs or fried foods.it sucks..yea, but i know it will end up in my own happiness:)