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so, i really wanna be a firefighter, and i feel like i'm going down the right path, cuz i'm doing really well in my EMT class, and good grades arent a really common thing for me, and this EMT class is supposed to be like second best in the state.
BUT if i go through with this, and then got to the fire acadamey, and get hired as a firefighter, i will be just another bum, without a college education. my dad talked to me about that today, and i kinda thought it would be cool to go to texas state, or mabey UT galveston? or corpus, i'm not sure which one, and i could mabey get a degree as an aquarist. or mabey i could go to texas state cuz they got a pretty good freshwater program, i think. cuz i wanna own a pet store one day. man, i really dont wanna have to work really hard, most of my life, cuz when you do that, you miss your kids in a crucial part of their development. little boys really need their dad to be there alot when they're young. if he's not around, then you really dont bond to him, you know? then, later on in life, there's this weird void between father and son, that shouldn't be there. i wanna be like a best friend to my kids. not just someone who provides for them, every single day. i really need to seek God's will in this, cuz i know that his plan is infinately better than anything i can even imagine. i really wanna find out how to use the gifts that he has given me, and the way he has built me for his glory. he has made me with so many random little things that im good at. i wanna find a way to give it all back to him. somehow. he's done so much for me.
exit will be amazing in the big church. i just hope everyone will have Jesus first and foremost in their minds, and seek to glorify him alone.
peace out you guys.
georgie.
BUT if i go through with this, and then got to the fire acadamey, and get hired as a firefighter, i will be just another bum, without a college education. my dad talked to me about that today, and i kinda thought it would be cool to go to texas state, or mabey UT galveston? or corpus, i'm not sure which one, and i could mabey get a degree as an aquarist. or mabey i could go to texas state cuz they got a pretty good freshwater program, i think. cuz i wanna own a pet store one day. man, i really dont wanna have to work really hard, most of my life, cuz when you do that, you miss your kids in a crucial part of their development. little boys really need their dad to be there alot when they're young. if he's not around, then you really dont bond to him, you know? then, later on in life, there's this weird void between father and son, that shouldn't be there. i wanna be like a best friend to my kids. not just someone who provides for them, every single day. i really need to seek God's will in this, cuz i know that his plan is infinately better than anything i can even imagine. i really wanna find out how to use the gifts that he has given me, and the way he has built me for his glory. he has made me with so many random little things that im good at. i wanna find a way to give it all back to him. somehow. he's done so much for me.
exit will be amazing in the big church. i just hope everyone will have Jesus first and foremost in their minds, and seek to glorify him alone.
peace out you guys.
georgie.