There is a post brewing in my head
http://georgiamagnolia.livejournal.com/12020.html to be kept
http://georgiamagnolia.livejournal.com/15312.html want to be a well read book
I am supposed to be somewhere else doing something else, and instead I am contemplating this tangle of thoughts stuck in my head. It isn't a bad thing, just very distracting. It has a lot to do with why it took so long to give up on Thomas. It has some to do with my current attraction to TreeBear. It reminds me of a very few men I have been attracted to in the past. There are elements of a lot of things in this tangle. Not the least of them is the switch nature. I never intended to become a switch, I just happened to date men that preferred to be submissive, so I was their Domme, though I didn't really have an opinion one way or another, it was something I did to give them what they needed, so I suppose even in that I was still subordinate. Yuck. Anyway, there isn't a submissive molecule in Treebear's whole body, and that thrills me beyond explanation. Rowr. But that is not what I tangled up about either. There are a lot of stray thoughts I need to corral, and I need to reread those two entries as well to get some of those strays roped in. More on this later, no doubt.
http://georgiamagnolia.livejournal.com/15312.html want to be a well read book
I am supposed to be somewhere else doing something else, and instead I am contemplating this tangle of thoughts stuck in my head. It isn't a bad thing, just very distracting. It has a lot to do with why it took so long to give up on Thomas. It has some to do with my current attraction to TreeBear. It reminds me of a very few men I have been attracted to in the past. There are elements of a lot of things in this tangle. Not the least of them is the switch nature. I never intended to become a switch, I just happened to date men that preferred to be submissive, so I was their Domme, though I didn't really have an opinion one way or another, it was something I did to give them what they needed, so I suppose even in that I was still subordinate. Yuck. Anyway, there isn't a submissive molecule in Treebear's whole body, and that thrills me beyond explanation. Rowr. But that is not what I tangled up about either. There are a lot of stray thoughts I need to corral, and I need to reread those two entries as well to get some of those strays roped in. More on this later, no doubt.