May 18, 2005 01:47
another big problem i'm surrounded by memories of you. in my apartment, on the street, that little moroccon resturant we ran into when it started to pouring rain on us and you kissed me over the coos coos (rookie tactical mistake not to have a memory free environment why did we have to go to so many places?) anyhow, i'm not holding out hope that your going to change your mind about us. probably have a new girlfriend now, or several new girlfriends, and i missed my window and i'll just have to live with that. i'm sure you feel like you can't trust me with your heart. but please know that i never meant to hurt you, and i would never do it again, because i know how (too little too late, or better late than never?) that what we had was real and rare and special, and the way if felt to kiss you is the way i always want to feel i hope you write me back, but if you don't i understand. just know that i'm thinking about you, and i miss you, and i am still sleeping on your shoulder when i close my eyes at night.
Carrie
this is carrie's e-mail to aidan when she wants to get back together with him, i jsut thought it was really cute and i had no where else to save it at the time...it was great hanging out with my friends tonight...love you all...pass the fuck out time...peace