Lately...
So I decided to update. I always say im gonna start updating like every day or other day and sometimes ill do that for a little while but if never lasts. Ill try and update as often as I remember to but im not making any promises. lol Anyways life has been kinda blah as of lately... I mean I would be great if it wasn't for this cold...
Okay so last Sunday my back really hurt, like if I moved at all I was in pain and that lasted a couple days and I went to the doctor. She gave me some drugs to both relax my muscles and help me sleep. Well I think I took too many different drugs one night cause Tuesday night my stomach is just trashed... Im rolling around feeling like im gonna throw up. I barely get any sleep and in the morning I feel pretty shitty still. Well after that was over I come down with this fucking cold. Started out with a scratchy throat, then I got congested, then it was my whole body feeling sore, now im getting this cough because of the drainage from my sinus. My throat hurts like a bitch still but at least my back is better.
But all and all the week was an okay one. Today I got back a Pre-Calc Test - 75. Not a good grade but my average was a D for a day, granted that day was long enough for it to appear on my fucking Report Card but yeah... Anyways it brought it up a little again its still a low low C... like 70.8. But at least its not a D... if I can keep getting C's I wont fail. Id love to get B's and A's and try to raise it to a low B... but im not sure if that is possible. Im doing okay in AP Stat though, which still confuses me cause Pre-Calc is a pre-requisit for Stat and Stat is an AP level course but whatever. Mrs. Wabnitz is amazing. I think I did well on my English Essay but mrs. poole is a bitch so who knows. Enough about school.
Okay so I have a new friend, or an old friend renewed. His name is Joshua and I haven't quite learned how to spell his last name yet. I started talking to him about a year ago, and he was a nice guy most of the time I talked to him. But he was heavily into a lot of drugs and he was doing a lot of hook ups with people he would barely know. So it was hard to even think of being his friend. But he's stopped the drugs, except pot mostly to help him sleep; but pot isn't as bad as ciggarettes so Im not gonna complain. He says he's still tempted sometimes but im glad he's resisting. He also doesn't want to have sex for a long time, says he's just tried of it and wants to be in a relationship without sex, at least for a good while. He's not close to many people and doesn't usually get close to guys. Im really hoping we can be friends though. He is a sweet guy, fun to talk to, kinda random and I feel like I could be close to him. He's one of those people im just comfortable with. We are both relaxed and I dunno I really need a friend I can cuddle with, as odd as that sounds. Ben use to be that for me and I really miss it... Maybe Joshua will be that for me. He's pretty cute too, and he has nice taste in hair styles cause he's gonna be a hairstylist so im wanting to get my hair cut by him as soon as he's certified. He dreams big, wants to have a modeling agency some day; said when he does he wants me to be a model for them, haha. Anyways since im moving away from like everyone except Robert and Josh im really happy that im getting to be better friends with someone.
Robert and I are pretty good... we dont see each other half as much... not a quarter as much... as we wish we could; but we're dealing with it. We see each other, sometimes, once a every 7 days... somtimes its two weeks. But we knew it would be a long time before we could really be together, he still has 2 years of high school left. And if we are still together, and who knows I hope we can pull through, he's probably gonna try and follow me to college. If he cant get into mine ill transfer to one he can get to. After the move he'll be an hour away... that is 2 hours to go and see him... and 4 if I bring him to my house. That means that if my mom did all the driving it would be like a trip up to georgia to her parent's house. She stays at home some weekends to relax and not have to do that; so I cant ask to her to do that. But If like she gets him then my dad takes him home; it works out a little better. And we still have Josh to help...
Josh and I are still close and we are talking to each other. I can go to him with anything and he knows that and vice versa as well. Not a ton to say there...
Anyways im on the phone with Joshua so im gonna go. Ill update some other time.
Okay so last Sunday my back really hurt, like if I moved at all I was in pain and that lasted a couple days and I went to the doctor. She gave me some drugs to both relax my muscles and help me sleep. Well I think I took too many different drugs one night cause Tuesday night my stomach is just trashed... Im rolling around feeling like im gonna throw up. I barely get any sleep and in the morning I feel pretty shitty still. Well after that was over I come down with this fucking cold. Started out with a scratchy throat, then I got congested, then it was my whole body feeling sore, now im getting this cough because of the drainage from my sinus. My throat hurts like a bitch still but at least my back is better.
But all and all the week was an okay one. Today I got back a Pre-Calc Test - 75. Not a good grade but my average was a D for a day, granted that day was long enough for it to appear on my fucking Report Card but yeah... Anyways it brought it up a little again its still a low low C... like 70.8. But at least its not a D... if I can keep getting C's I wont fail. Id love to get B's and A's and try to raise it to a low B... but im not sure if that is possible. Im doing okay in AP Stat though, which still confuses me cause Pre-Calc is a pre-requisit for Stat and Stat is an AP level course but whatever. Mrs. Wabnitz is amazing. I think I did well on my English Essay but mrs. poole is a bitch so who knows. Enough about school.
Okay so I have a new friend, or an old friend renewed. His name is Joshua and I haven't quite learned how to spell his last name yet. I started talking to him about a year ago, and he was a nice guy most of the time I talked to him. But he was heavily into a lot of drugs and he was doing a lot of hook ups with people he would barely know. So it was hard to even think of being his friend. But he's stopped the drugs, except pot mostly to help him sleep; but pot isn't as bad as ciggarettes so Im not gonna complain. He says he's still tempted sometimes but im glad he's resisting. He also doesn't want to have sex for a long time, says he's just tried of it and wants to be in a relationship without sex, at least for a good while. He's not close to many people and doesn't usually get close to guys. Im really hoping we can be friends though. He is a sweet guy, fun to talk to, kinda random and I feel like I could be close to him. He's one of those people im just comfortable with. We are both relaxed and I dunno I really need a friend I can cuddle with, as odd as that sounds. Ben use to be that for me and I really miss it... Maybe Joshua will be that for me. He's pretty cute too, and he has nice taste in hair styles cause he's gonna be a hairstylist so im wanting to get my hair cut by him as soon as he's certified. He dreams big, wants to have a modeling agency some day; said when he does he wants me to be a model for them, haha. Anyways since im moving away from like everyone except Robert and Josh im really happy that im getting to be better friends with someone.
Robert and I are pretty good... we dont see each other half as much... not a quarter as much... as we wish we could; but we're dealing with it. We see each other, sometimes, once a every 7 days... somtimes its two weeks. But we knew it would be a long time before we could really be together, he still has 2 years of high school left. And if we are still together, and who knows I hope we can pull through, he's probably gonna try and follow me to college. If he cant get into mine ill transfer to one he can get to. After the move he'll be an hour away... that is 2 hours to go and see him... and 4 if I bring him to my house. That means that if my mom did all the driving it would be like a trip up to georgia to her parent's house. She stays at home some weekends to relax and not have to do that; so I cant ask to her to do that. But If like she gets him then my dad takes him home; it works out a little better. And we still have Josh to help...
Josh and I are still close and we are talking to each other. I can go to him with anything and he knows that and vice versa as well. Not a ton to say there...
Anyways im on the phone with Joshua so im gonna go. Ill update some other time.