My weekend
Im just giving a short cap of my weekend:
My weekend would have been pretty bad if it weren't for a few simple things which managed to make me feel so good it turned my mood around. Little disputes over stupid things, misunderstandings and upset over time spent or lack there of. But in the end it turned out okay. I got to see Cindy and Laura; that was nice except for the fact I was in a bummed out mood most of the time, not cool. But next time I see them I think ill be doing a lot better. Josh and I did hang out a little and I got to spend some time with him while he was at my house.
We did a few things we probably shouldn't have... he really needed to sleep; instead of stay up. He was dead tired, and kinda sick and I doubt that helped his cold. Oh well what can you do though right? I dunno. But in the end I suppose im fairly glad we did stay up. Throughout the course of the weekend we talked and worked a few things out. I think everything should be better now, at least a little bit. Josh knows my point of view and I know his. We just have to try and find a middle ground.
I now have something to look to any time I doubt that Josh cares about me... a message on my phone and a written passage in my journal by him. Both make me feel special. Josh makes me happy he really does. And I know that you all have probably been mad at him at various times, disliked him for hurting me constantly; but I have never really disliked him or gotten truely mad at him. I love him very much and I hope things work out.
Anyways that was on Josh, ill give a various overview of some of the pointless stuff I did this weekend:
-Bowling (I hate bowling >>)
-Downloaded RO again (Ceres RO anyone?)
-Hung out with Laura and Cindy (I think they still dont know im gay...)
-Watched Waiting (Funny movie, odd, but funny)
-Sex (nuff said, children may be reading... *covers Omi's eyes* >>)
-Talked on the phone with Marcus (For like hours... I like talking to him. And he SO has an accent.)
-Went to the park (Swung on a swing-like vine there... >> That was fun)
and a few other things that escape me at the moment.
My weekend would have been pretty bad if it weren't for a few simple things which managed to make me feel so good it turned my mood around. Little disputes over stupid things, misunderstandings and upset over time spent or lack there of. But in the end it turned out okay. I got to see Cindy and Laura; that was nice except for the fact I was in a bummed out mood most of the time, not cool. But next time I see them I think ill be doing a lot better. Josh and I did hang out a little and I got to spend some time with him while he was at my house.
We did a few things we probably shouldn't have... he really needed to sleep; instead of stay up. He was dead tired, and kinda sick and I doubt that helped his cold. Oh well what can you do though right? I dunno. But in the end I suppose im fairly glad we did stay up. Throughout the course of the weekend we talked and worked a few things out. I think everything should be better now, at least a little bit. Josh knows my point of view and I know his. We just have to try and find a middle ground.
I now have something to look to any time I doubt that Josh cares about me... a message on my phone and a written passage in my journal by him. Both make me feel special. Josh makes me happy he really does. And I know that you all have probably been mad at him at various times, disliked him for hurting me constantly; but I have never really disliked him or gotten truely mad at him. I love him very much and I hope things work out.
Anyways that was on Josh, ill give a various overview of some of the pointless stuff I did this weekend:
-Bowling (I hate bowling >>)
-Downloaded RO again (Ceres RO anyone?)
-Hung out with Laura and Cindy (I think they still dont know im gay...)
-Watched Waiting (Funny movie, odd, but funny)
-Sex (nuff said, children may be reading... *covers Omi's eyes* >>)
-Talked on the phone with Marcus (For like hours... I like talking to him. And he SO has an accent.)
-Went to the park (Swung on a swing-like vine there... >> That was fun)
and a few other things that escape me at the moment.