You have tried so hard..
Yeah cause you have tried so hard to contact me too... ._. you know who you are. And if you don’t well that is just sad then. I am being stupid again. I will probably get hurt and broken. But I am doing this new thing where I try to be there for my friends and don’t bug them with stuff… So I have decided to tell most of you nothing. ._. Congrats. Oh yeah but if you need me I am here to talk please come to me it is hard to read minds sometimes, if I have a headache it is almost impossible. Come to me every now and then, I promise I will listen and love you. But yeah I just… I am tired to bringing everyone down, getting everyone pissed at me, having people snap at me. When I am hurt and say I don’t wanna talk about something and people fucking push me to talk about it… then they fucking blow up in my face and call me an idiot for what I am doing… it just fucking hurts more. So welcome to Graham’s world sugar coated. I am going to post LJ’s a lot more filled with bs info about my day… well I mean it will be real but not important or anything like that. I will talk to most of you later. Bye