Jun 12, 2005 04:05
Ashley is hurt because I let her down. She has every right... I am unfortunatly not sure exactly what I did this time. But there is so much she has let slip in the past I cant hold it against her.
Ben is mad at me or something, just doesn't wanna talk. Which I was stupid enough to not respect. If he doesn't wanna talk that is his choice just let him know you will be there when he does and get the fuck away. Instead I pushed it untill he snapped at me and felt all sorry for myself when I cause it.
Josh and I will be out of contact for a good while, not neccessarily a bad thing.
Matt is going to be at camp for a week or so, no neccessarily a good thing I guess...
Kim and I want to hook up but keep finding things to prevent us from doing so.
Made Chris think I was just railing on him to be mean, I was trying to point out truths but I could have done it like less of an asshole.
May be meeting someone for a movie soon...
Need to find a way to stop...
So yeah... things are sort of in disarray right now. I am sorry to everyone that I have been a pain in the ass to. Especially lately, mainly Ashley, Ben and Chris.