May 30, 2005 23:35
Well I dont think more people are going to guess and if you are too bad! I dont love you enough. Ashley is the only one to get a kiss. Cause she guessed right and first. She is the closest to the actual order too and she guessed every one of them... so Ashley gets a kiss!
Josh came to mind first by that song... just cause he is always on my mind.
Greg came second... cause I truely cared about Greg. I told him everything...
"I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life"
Then I dont know if Michael or Ben came first. Michael I dunno... I think Kory hates me for it. But she shouldn't worry cause Michael loves her too much and well... for obvious reasons it wouldn't work out, even if they weren't both madly in love. I mean come on they cant be apart for a day or two without loosing it. Sometimes they can be pretty horrible to each other... I wont say they aren't... but they are still together. Through it all they have hung on and care so much about each other, they make each other happy. So I am glad...
And Ben... I dont know why I cant get over him. I just I dunno. I fucked up again... I dont even know how I went wrong there completely but I have the sickening feeling that it was the same thing as with Josh. And that scares me and makes me just like hate myself. But yeah... I use to open up to him so much... tell him so much. But now I am just so scared to lose him, so scared I will bother him or push him too far and he will push me away. It just scares me so much...
So yes Ashley a kiss for you... I know you love it... >> Sarah and I both, yeah we know you are so hot for me... *wink* lmao... Sarah is a loon. Okay bye all.
"Under the weight of your wings
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe"
PS. And I dont even know why I am saying this. When people get on my bad side and I am pissed it usually takes me a while to cool... but Chris I am sorry... ask me about this and I will deny it and delete all traces of it... but yeah.