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My whole life seems to be a series of very high highs... and very low lows... it just fluctuates. And it falls so fast... and seems to rise so slow. It really is just like a rollercoaster... you work and work to get to the top, you think you are the luckiest person in the world... then you take a dive... and you fall down... fast. Lucky I dont really scream on the way down anymore. I just need to get some things off my chest:
-Mike... you dont have LJ but you helped me so much more than you can know... your words meant the world to me. No one has ever made me feel as significant as you did.
-Emily... I am so sorry... for all the shit I have put you through over the years. PS. I found a catalogue somewhere with a Kumoguro plush... as soon as I find it again I am ordering it for you. ^^; Think of it as an early Christmas present or something...
-Chris... I did care about you I really did... you are great I wish you could see that for yourself. I am not ashamed to say I did really care about you... and I still do really. ^^; If you ever need to talk call me up okay?
-Ashley... you are ALWAYS there for me... through think and thin. You are my shoulder to cry on... my personal confessional. I love you so much for that... I am going to try to be here for you always...
-Kim... you are so great... you said you wouldn't put up with my crap anymore but you do still. You are SO great for it too... I love you my hawt lesbian lover... you are the mang. XD
-Omi I need to see you more... we dont hang out...
-Ben... you are a great friend... I dont know what I would do without you...
And to everyone... who doesn't know... I think I am finially over Josh... I can thank Michael for that. Some things he said made me realize it... and think that it was just what so many people had told me before thank all of you... so much.
P.S. Dont worry I will probably be over this soon... hehe... it sucks a lot right now though. God I hope I am over it by tommorrow...
-Mike... you dont have LJ but you helped me so much more than you can know... your words meant the world to me. No one has ever made me feel as significant as you did.
-Emily... I am so sorry... for all the shit I have put you through over the years. PS. I found a catalogue somewhere with a Kumoguro plush... as soon as I find it again I am ordering it for you. ^^; Think of it as an early Christmas present or something...
-Chris... I did care about you I really did... you are great I wish you could see that for yourself. I am not ashamed to say I did really care about you... and I still do really. ^^; If you ever need to talk call me up okay?
-Ashley... you are ALWAYS there for me... through think and thin. You are my shoulder to cry on... my personal confessional. I love you so much for that... I am going to try to be here for you always...
-Kim... you are so great... you said you wouldn't put up with my crap anymore but you do still. You are SO great for it too... I love you my hawt lesbian lover... you are the mang. XD
-Omi I need to see you more... we dont hang out...
-Ben... you are a great friend... I dont know what I would do without you...
And to everyone... who doesn't know... I think I am finially over Josh... I can thank Michael for that. Some things he said made me realize it... and think that it was just what so many people had told me before thank all of you... so much.
P.S. Dont worry I will probably be over this soon... hehe... it sucks a lot right now though. God I hope I am over it by tommorrow...