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i want to be four years old again. i want to play in my backyard and slip n slide all day and live in baton rouge. i dont want to worry about feelings or people or getting hurt. people suck. all they do is hurt you. i dont want to have a job anymore. i want to be friends with everyone again, the way we used to be. i dont want things to ever change but i want everything to change. i listen to way too much of the same music and i love disney world so much so much. i want to get a summer job there. i eat too much and complain about being fat too much. and i got a car! what!! i listen to meriwether wayy to much. i dont wash my hair ever and i dont care about my appearance enough. i miss austin. i want summer to get here. i want to swim all night and read outside all day. i want to wear skirts and flip flops all the time. and i want to drink margaritas and sno balls. and ride bicycles and walk around the french quarter.