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just some thoughts.. i miss being in a fall asleep smiling warm and happy inside relationship. i miss those cutesy pictures of kisses and suprise dates and flowers and walks and i basically just miss being happy.... ive always dreamed of getting married young, like early 20s. ive always dreamed of the perfect proposal, perfect ring, perfect wedding, everything. all eyes on me, gorgeous dress.. but the way things are heading i know that ill be an old hag before i get married and the question probably wont even be asked it will be assumed and god knows ill never find a guy who will actually look for a ring thinking about me and looking for something that reminds him of me..
ahh relaionships. so glad im not in one.
ahh relaionships. so glad im not in one.