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Jun 21, 2005 15:14

hay folks. how is it going?!? its going well as grand as it could be. . . but yeah for this entry i shall be kind of complaining or rather expressing the realities of my life at the moment. so i thought this summer might be different w/ moving and all. and i suppose it has. . only because i have slight bit more human enteraction; which has been good and not good. i really really miss my friends and wish i could drive to the nearest ones, being in washington i think. . and visit. there is no one to get ahold of either!?! everyone doesnt have to sit around all day. part of me was frustrated and depressed but i think like earlier this summer i get used to it. josh is gone, dirk is busy, d-rod is busy, lauren is gone, mike is busy. . although i do get to talk to jermey and nick don the most so far.. but i havent really talked to nick don for a while..but i have enjoyed talking more to him and jermey. and well thats about all the friends that will talk to me. . . and im getting tired of my parents and my friends here r nice but i just dont want to be around them. . i want to be around u guys. but i get to go to okc this week. . . yippee. . . i thought i was going to get to hang out w/ some friends there. . but possibly not now. i do get to see some of my friends in july : D but thats far away. and it sucks cause it seems like depression stuff has been hitting me hard the last week or two. i can do more though w/ my shoulder now : D but i still cant play sports or do anything too active for fear i could re-break it and the pretty much indefinately have to have surgery. so yeah, i dont get to go to a vball camp that i wanted to this summer. which i guess was during my sisters wedding anyway. . so o well. . . i might try to find some way to play on the church softball team... however, w/ mother joy ill be lucky to do that. i did get to ride a horse the other day, which was grand : D i think ill stick to that. . i get to play more video games and i have watched ALOT of anime the last two days. about 14 or 15 episodes yesterday. . and today was alittle more busy so only 4 so far today. . i think. . but i shall be watching more soon. but i hope everyone is having a great summer. i hate summers. although it has been nice weather up here the last 2 days, yes! heat! heh. . . well i guess ill see u guys this semseter. . i might have one of my friends from here coming down there. so yeah.. . that might be nice. . he is a cool guy. anyway, u guys have a great day. .i think ill go do laundry or something. talk to u later. good bye bye : )
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