FUCK
Can people please tell me that they are crazy before I try to have human contact with them.
Right now I'm very frustrated ........ and I don't know why.
The worst part is that when I write this I start churning and bubbling about things in my past to try and think why I'm frustrated and now there are like seven things that are eating at me right now. ugh this is pissing me off.
I think that some of the reason that I'm frustrated is that I'm seeing everyone with someone, and I have no one, and its not for a lack of trying.
I keep thinking about all of the past relationships and "friends" that I've had, and their are some in preticular that I feel i need to apologise for. not in the sense of I'm sorry they happened but I'm sorry about the way they turned out and how I may have acted. There are some I wish I could go back to and change what happened because I feel like we aren't that good of friends anymore.
You would also think that when you leave the high school that the drama would stop. Well for me it hasn't and its fucking pissing me off.
Fuck I'm going to stop writing this because the more I write this the more depressed and frustrated I'm getting.