Aug 28, 2005 21:06
so far my weekend has been shit. fights with parents and fights with friends.
friday:
all i can remember was that i worked and my second in charge, Dani, who i admire, as well as to the fact she got me the job there is leaving.
i feel like my job at the shoe shop will no longer be worth working unless she's around.
my dad was down for the weekend and i'm just so over him. he's like a stranger. i dont know him nor do i like him. wen i see him i just feel like saying 'go back to sydney'.
saturday:
woke up early to go to work and my train was cancelled, so i got to work 30mins late. thanx connex.
it was busy but once the rushed died down, i went to skool to do media. got very little down, but i guess i got something done.
afterwards, walking to the tram stop, i ran across the road. much to my dismay, my fone fell out of my pocket and was in the middle of the road and there was on coming traffic. i thort to myself, its either me or the fone. just before i ran back to collect my fone, i saw a car run over it.
to those that dont know, i bought that fone ($149) only a week and a half ago. once witnessing the incident, i cried. cried because i didnt get my money worth from it and tried because it was a waste.
then went home, cried home, not just about the fone. parents offered to pay for a new one, and i told them that i didnt want one but they kept going.
i then went out with a frend and he gave me a spare fone. soon after i lost my sim card [smart girl i am]. later met up with another friend and now he's pissed off at my coz i didnt kiss him on the cheek goodbye.
sunday:
didnt get to sleep til 12am. then woke up at 7am, back to sleep at 8amish, then woke up again at 11.30am. went to the city to get a new sim card, whilst preparing to go my mum lectured me that i have so much work and that i shouldnt go, but i went anyway i have a sac free week this week.
got my sim card, but took forever to activate, but its good now.
blah blah blah
my friend that lent me the fone is p.oed at me coz im taking my other friends fone coz she's offering it to me for free.
my parents are pissed off at me coz im rude to them, even tho i dislike my dad. plus, they left a msg on the fone (they forgot to hang up the fone that they were using) just bitching about me and saying shit.
my mum's angry coz im rude to my father, so i told her how i feel about him. and she was speechless.
in conclusion, they can all go to hell. i'm sick of everything, sick of life, sick of yr 12. and if i had a gun i'd put it to use.
i'm just absolutely sick of everything. i want it to be over, NOW!