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Title: MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE Chapter Two
Pairing: Ennis/Jack
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: The characters of course belongs to the great Annie Proulx and story is my own.
Story summary: A lomg romantic evening in where things are finally said.
Story Inspiration: I was inspirted to write this story for two reasons. 1. One is the song from which gives the title of my story. The version I using is the great jazz saxophonist John Coltrane with vocals by Johnny Hartman. The lyrics by Robert Mellin and Guy Wood plays an important key to the story. 2. The second inspiration belongs to our very own lotitaray. When she began writing her The Moments Between story, her first chapter she entitle A DANCE. I wrote a comment telling her how much a enjoyed and spoke about how I am an unapologetic romantic and that dance is the most beautiful expression of love. She wrote back and told me I such write something. That was back in May its August now. It took me long enough!!
Author's Note: I'm scared shitless because I'm leaving my comforted zone to write this story!! But its a good-scare because I'm also excited!! Be warn! I think I have remain true to the original characterization of Ennis and Jack, I have given them my own spin. I don't think I've gone off the deep end. I HOPE!! Also the story isn't that long. Five chapters I think will be the most. Baby steps, baby steps.
Feedback: When you speak of this and I know you will, please be kind. (laughing)
Dedication: To all the fabulous, marvleous, talented and gifted writers who stories has given me much enjoyment and I'm sure you all know who you are. They are too countless to name individually.
“Jack. I’m going to give you a bath.”
It wasn’t a question, it wasn’t a suggestion, and it wasn’t asking for permission. It was a point fact and Jack couldn't believe his ears.
“What did you just say to me?”
“You heard me,” Ennis said with even more strength. “I’m going to give you a proper bath.” Jack wanted to burst out laughing but he never seen such determination in Ennis eyes before and it both surprise and filled his heart. “Alright.” Jack whisper. Ennis just nodded his head as if he was agreeing to something he already knew was going to happen. “Seat down on the edge of the bed,” Ennis ordered Jack and Jack did what he was told. Kneeling down in first of Jack, Ennis took off Jack’s boots and socks and placing them off to the side. Standing back up, Ennis gently helped Jack back on his feet. Wordlessly Ennis reached up to Jack’s shirt and began unbuttoning them slowly.
Both men began smiling at what was happening, Ennis because Jack was letting him do this and Jack because Ennis wanted to do this and both in disbelief that this was happening. They both knew it was rather silly but there was also something so touching, sweet and…and romantic that neither men wanted it to stop. After getting the buttons undone Ennis pulled the shirt out of Jack’s jeans he walked around Jack and slowly pulled the shirt down off Jack’s arms. For a brief moment Ennis just stood there looking at Jack’ strong back. Unable to resist Ennis reach out and lightly touch with his index finger Jack’s back and softly began making imaginary designs using his finger like a paintbrush and Jack’s back was his canvas. Ennis touch sent a cascade of desire up and down Jack spine making him sigh and close his eyes. Putting the shirt aside, Ennis moved back in front of Jack and began undoing his belt and jeans. An electric energy began building up between them and both looked deeply into each other’s eyes. They never stopped looking at one another as Ennis slowly peered down Jack’s jeans with Ennis going down along with him. Pulling Jack’s legs out of them, Ennis stood up and back away a little to get a full look at Jack and what he saw was heaven on earth.
The beauty of his man was simply unimaginable for Ennis. Every part of Jack’s body was perfect and Ennis knew each part extremely well. But it was more then that for Ennis. This was a rare and precious gift this person standing before him. A refine and beautiful human being you looked at him and smiled and offered him a chance to know happiness when he knew he would never be worthy of it and yet here he is. Here’s Jack, offering it to him on a silver platter giving Ennis the idea that he can actually touch paradise, that it is possible to find happiness in a world filled with darkness and cruelty. A golden shield to protect him from harm and comforted him when hurt. Those nights when Ennis is alone and his thoughts always rush towards Jack those thoughts always overwhelm and terrify Ennis. Not for any shame or fear but a heavy sense of unworthiness. What the fuck could Jack Twist this golden man could ever see in someone like Ennis Del Mar who will never be anything and won’t be remembered ten minutes after he is buried in the ground. But Jack does offer himself to Ennis. This gift had found away at making Ennis the prize, the gift that was desired and wanted above all other. Jack has found away to make Ennis come alive to believe that all things were possible and yet…and yet…oh well.
“Your pretty bud.” Ennis spoke breathlessly.
Jack just stood there blushing at the look Ennis was giving him watching his man looking at him with such tenderness and affection he began to softly tremble. Thinking that Jack was getting cold, Ennis quickly grabbed the robe and helped Jack in it. After getting Jack in the robe both Ennis and Jack just stood very close to each other with their heads touching and there eyes close. There was so much they both wanted to say to each. To express into words how they truly feel but there was always a thin wall in between them preventing it. As fragile as it was it still was the boundary that both men seem to be unable to break though. Forcing them to live an aching pain of isolation that seems to drown them in a world of loneliness whenever they are not near one another. This thing that has opening both men to a spiritual and emotional awakening seen to have also force them to live in the shadows not daring to allow the world to see it in the light of day. The love that dare not speak.
“Okay Rodeo time for your bath.” Ennis regretfully pulled himself away from Jack. “You just seat on the bed while why…why I make the bath. Go on and seat down.” Jack did as he was told watching Ennis back away from him never once taking his eyes off of Jack. They didn’t notice that Ennis was backing towards a footstool until he tripped on it and nearly fell backwards.
“Ennis are you okay?” an alarmed Jack asked as he was lifting off the bed.
“I’m fine, I’m fine” an embarrass Ennis said as he quickly recovered before falling. “I guess I better look where I’m going huh?” Before getting an answer, Ennis bashfully turned around and went into the bathroom closing the room behind him. Jack just sat on the bed waiting numb with disbelief at what Ennis has been doing and saying. The feelings was hitting Jack was like a tide wave. Each time one come crashing into him and he managed to survive it as the waves subside another even bigger one come crashing into him and the effect was outrageously stimulating especially when Jack is fully aware that this mustn’t be easy on Ennis at all. His Cowboy has really stepped out of his safe haven for Jack and he knows it and was amaze by it. Yeah Ennis is right it is kinda girlish at what he’s doing thought Jack but he was loving every minute of it. Ennis was making Jack feel sexy, wanted, desired and special. Jack has always felt these things from Ennis but never before has he been so upfront with it. Ennis was making a pointed effort. Maybe he was trying to prove something to Jack and to himself. Maybe he was trying to make up to Jack for forcing him to leave when he came after Ennis’ divorce.
That latter part drove a sense of guilt though Jack hard and fast. Why now Jack was thinking. Why did Ennis decision of all times to express his feelings so outwardly at this moment? Its every thing Jack wanted. It seems that his longtime optimism was finally paying off at least for this one night and while the joy was magical there was also a cloud of bittersweet hanging over it. Mexico. The more Jack thought of it the more disgusted he got with himself. Hell he didn’t even enjoy it. Remain soft the entire time and the moment that it was over, Jack couldn’t drive back to Childress fast enough to wash the stinking filth off his body. Jack was listening as the water was running in the bathroom imagining what it must have took Ennis to found that courage to do all of this. It might turn out to be just one night but the mere fact that Ennis was doing this knowing what kind of cocoon Ennis has force himself to live in and the fact that he allowed himself for a moment to come out it all to just make Jack happy was unbelievable. Jack was feeling a bizarre mixture of happiness, guilt, joy, remorse and a small amount of anger and resentment. After all Jack has waited a long time for this and if Ennis didn’t make him wait for this long he would have never gone down to Mexico in the first place. But anger and resentment wasn’t the two emotions currently paramount in Jack’s mind. Happiness and guilt was at the forefront of his mind. The happiness he was blissfully enjoying and while the guilt was there at the moment there was nothing he could do about it…oh well.
While still in thought Jack looked up as the bathroom door open and Ennis was standing in the doorway with his shirtsleeves up giving Jack that dibble smile. Before Ennis went into the bathroom he was a man who was more nervous than confident but what emerge was a man that was all confident and determine. This is the Ennis Del Mar that Jack Twist always knew was deep down inside. Jack will worry about the guilt tomorrow. “Ready for you bath Rodeo?”
Even through Jack has secretly promise himself he would not laugh at nothing Ennis would do for him but the image in the bathroom was just too much. “Bubbles?” laughed Jack. “Ennis Del Mar! Are you about to give me a bubble bath?” Jack couldn’t hold back the laughter that is until he turned around to look at Ennis and then the laughter quickly stopped. The confidence that beamed so bright in Ennis a moment ago had vanished and the nervous confuse Ennis had return with his eyes looking downward with his shoulders hunched over. “Oh shit” thought Jack.
“Look Jack, if you didn’t want to do this…its okay.” Ennis said almost apologetically.
“No, no Ennis. I want this.” Jack was as reassuming as possible. “It just surprise that’s all. I promise I won’t laugh again. C’mon Cowboy, help me out of my robe.”
Ennis smiled a little looking at Jack smiling back at him and some of the confidence return to Ennis. Out of the robe, Ennis helped Jack ease into the bathtub. A quiet moan escaped from Jack as he sank down into the hot water making him close his eyes completely turning himself over to Ennis’ will. Placing his hand on the back of Jack’s head, Ennis gently guided Jack back in order for his neck to rest on the edge of the tub which Ennis had place a thick towel in order to make him more comfortable. Little by little, Jack’s entire body melted allowing him to be taken over by the comforting sensuousness of the hot water enveloping his body. The warmth of the water was making his eyelids heavy as he was entering into a suspended slumber of peace. Opening his eyes he sees Ennis looking at him with such awe and tenderness. Jack has always felt safe with Ennis but at this point the sense of safety was multiple by twofold. Ennis lean over the tub and ever so lightly like a small summer breeze passing through kiss Jack on his lips. It was the most erotic moment Jack has ever experience.
Leaning back Ennis reached down and grabbed the sponge seating by side him and soaked it in the tub. He took some soap and rubbed it against the sponge to lather it up then he took pick up a small bottle of baby oil which Jack could help noticing. “Baby oil?” Jack asked curiously. Ennis shrugged his shoulders. “Jack the only people I’ve ever given a bath to was my girls when they was babies and Alma always told me to use baby oil so…well…to keep their bodies silky, smooth and soft.” Jack had to push down the giggle. Did he just hear Ennis talking about keeping one’s body ‘silky, smooth and soft’? “What are you saying bud,” asked a mischievous Jack. “Think my skin needs improvin’?” Ennis gave him a quick look of dead seriousness, “No Jack! I think you skin is the smoothest, softest thing I’ve ever touched. I just what to help you keep it that way.” Jack swallowed hard at the sentiment and gave Ennis a shy smile.
Ennis began slowly moving the wet sponge over Jack’s body. First Ennis went across Jack’s shoulders and arms, then his back and finally across the stomach. Lifting the sponge Ennis squeeze the excess water down on Jack’s head. Throwing the sponge into the sink, Ennis began using his hand to play exploration over Jack’s luscious soak body. Taking the soap Ennis began rubbing the suds over Jack’s warm body. Ever touch sent Jack’s body temperature even higher. Despite the calloused hands Ennis had displayed a surprising gentleness to his touch. When Ennis began traveling down underneath the water exploring the unseen, thanks to the bubbles, Jack gave out a deep sigh. Slowly moving up and down Jack outer legs, Jack has to catch his breath. “Oh Ennis, ooooh Ennis.” Ennis who has been looking solely at Jack’s face brought a sly smirk to his face enjoying himself watching how Jack was slowly beginning to lose control under his touch. “You are enjoying this darlin’?” Without waiting for an answer, Ennis started rubbing his hand in between Jack’s thighs. Jack began to pant and whine. Through Ennis wasn’t planning on this - he was just going to give Jack a bath - Ennis was becoming highly arouse. Always a moth to Jack’s flame that flame was beginning to burn brighter then it has ever been before and Ennis was fully aware that he was fanning the flame.
What’s more Ennis was loving every moment of it. Ennis rarely have power over anything but watching Jack as he slowly began losing his will under something as simple as Ennis’ touch was empowering and thrilling to Ennis. It was a power that was making Ennis think wicked thoughts, dangerous and sadistic thoughts. This may not have been apart of the evening but Ennis decided he was going to have himself some fun.
Moving his hand up further between Jack’s thighs Ennis took hold and began playing with Jack’s balls. The moment Ennis made connect Jack began melting. The rougher Ennis grabbed on to them Jack grew even more antsy. The heat coming from the hot water and the slow intensity of Ennis groping him was making Jack’s blood boil. Watching all of this only egg Ennis on. Ennis stretch out his free arm and wrapped it around Jack’s shoulders and neck he pulled Jack close to him as if he was cradling Jack in his arms. With clenched teeth and menacing eyes Ennis lowered his face towards Jack forcing Jack to look directly into them. The suddenly shock of fear in Jack’s eyes sent a jolt of electricity right down to Ennis’ groin hardening his cock as if it suddenly turned into case iron steel the sensation was overwhelming for Ennis and he began to move to better positioning himself from the pleasurable discomforted. Breathing his hot breathe over Jack’s face he was lustfully enjoying the agony he was putting Jack though.
“Tell me boy are you enjoying this huh?” Ennis asked with no sympathy. All Jack could do is nod his head. “Yeah, well how about this.” Ennis removed his hand from Jack’s sack and quickly grabbed onto his already throbbing cock and he squeeze hard on it with a death grab that made Jack curve his luscious lips into a “o” shape making a deathlike scream. “Ooooooooohhhhh!!” Pulling, stretching, bending and jerking at it, Jack entire body began convulsion. His legs began kicking making water splash out of the tub and landing off the side getting Ennis and his clothes wet. Trying to steady himself, Jack grabbed on both sides of the bathtub edge with his hands to no use. His head began jerking back and forth hitting the back of it against Ennis arms. Ennis just watch with a smirk on his face laughing. Jack body had become as limp as a puppet and Ennis was the puppet master. Looking down at Jack’s body, Ennis was savoring the beauty of it. The hot water was glistening Jack’s body parts to perfection. Shoulders, arms, puffy chest with the chest hairs soaking across it, the way his abs was on display every time Jack pulled in his stomach muscles. The effect was intoxicating and all that Ennis could think of was how marvelous it will be when he begins feasting on it.
Jack was whaling and panting. His heart was beating at such a rate he felt that it was about to burst out of his chest. He had completely lost control and was totally under the spell of his captor, which excited him and slightly terrified him. Ennis has never been like this before and Jack had no idea what he will do to him and at this moment physically there was nothing he could do about it.
Ennis kept jerking away at Jack going at a velocity that seem as if he was trying to tear it off. “Ennis. Oh God, oh God, ooooooooh Gawd!!!!” Jack’s pleading only made Ennis onslaught even greater. The bathroom began feeling like the inside of a pressure cooker the extreme heat coming from the hot water and the heat coming from the men bodies was making the room reek with a sweaty mushy odor the scent of which was driving both men mad.
Ennis turned to look at Jack who’s eyes was close. “Look at me Jack! LOOK AT ME GODDAMIT!!” Ennis shouting command jerked Jack’s eyes open wide looking directly into Ennis’ fiery ones. Opening his mouth, Ennis began licking his lips with his tongue in a provocative and lurid matter started moving his lips towards Jack’s making Jack believe he was about to be kiss. With that anticipation Jack began opening his own mouth and sticking out his tongue. Barely an inch away from contact, Ennis suddenly pulled away watching Jack’s lips smacking and grasping for his lips in a naked display of desperate wantonness. Jack’s eyes began tearing up and he let out a mournful cry. “Ennis, Ennis!” Ennis only let out a lecherous growl.
“You wanna kiss? Huh, huh! Is that what you want?” Jack just nod his head in the pathetic plead. Grabbing a fist full of damp raven hair, Ennis pulled Jack’s head back and rush his face just an inch away from Jack. “Then beg for it!” Jack was barely able to breathe at this point but he needed those lips of Ennis so he swallowed hard and open his mouth but only a small squall of a voice came out. “I need it.”
“What was that? What the fuck you just say! Don’t fuck with me! I said beg for it, scream it out!!”
Jack tried again this time a little more successful. “I need it Ennis! I need it! Please, oh please for the love of God!!”
With that Ennis attacked Jack’s mouth like a man on a mission. Using his tongue like a sword cutting meat, Ennis seem to be slicing up Jack mouth with it and Jack was matching the attack with the same intensity. Pulling Jack nearly out of the water to get a better contact to Jack’s lips when he push Jack back down in the tub large amount of water came gushing out soaking Ennis even more. The pressure was reaching its zealous with Jack and suddenly he exploded shooting his creamy white semen in the water. The weakness of his body at releasing himself was apparent. Ennis stopped kissing Jack and stood up to look down at his work. Jack was clattering and writhing. His entire body crumbled. Jack looked as if he was a defeated man but his eyes was saying something else and began giving voice to it.
Jack’s voice was shaken but his eyes were drowning in lustful wanton. His eyes had grown sultry and his breathing grew heavier. He managed to pull his legs apart and drabbed them over the side of the tub with the back of his knees resting on the outer edge. He reached down with his hands between his legs and began playing with his scorching entrance. “Gots to have it! Come on cowboy, its waitin’ for ya! Tear me up…tear me up!!” Watching and hearing Jack basically serving himself up for Ennis’ cannibalistic sexual need the man simply couldn’t past it up.
Ripping his shirt off making buttons fly everywhere, Ennis began hopping on one foot as he took off his boots and socks throwing them in any direction. One of them flying out the bathroom landing on the bed in the bedroom and the other - well - lets just say that its good that the boys know how to flush. Jerking his pants off, Ennis quickly slid in the tub in between Jack’s open legs. With his legs bended, Ennis roughly pulling Jack up onto his lap and started passionately kissing him. Jack instantly wrapped his legs tightly around Ennis waist and arms around his shoulders. With one strong thrust, Ennis penetrated himself inside Jack warm hot, tight tunnel sending Jack’s mind to outer space. Slowly lowering Jack back down in order for his head to lay once again on the edge of tub, Ennis spread his bend knees as far as they could in the tub and reached out with his hands to grab hold of the edge of the tub on each side of Jack’s head with in order to give himself the support and leverage he will need. Laying his body completely on top of Jack, Ennis whispered in Jack’s ear, “Get ready for the fucking of your life!”
Tightening his grab he at holding on the edge of tub, Ennis began pumping his strong hips thrusting his big cock inside Jack and began to fuck Jack deep and hard with fierce gusto. Ennis eyes began ablaze as he pounded Jack butt with his merciless weapon, driving home harder and harder. He began violently attacking Jack’s neck and face with his mouth eating away at him. Grabbing tighter on the tub edge with his hands Ennis was bumping and banging, grinding and galloping deeper and deeper inside Jack flaming hole. Water was splashing out of the tub at a high rate. But apparently it wasn’t enough for Jack. Grabbing a meaty handful of Ennis ass, began helping Ennis pushing him even more so inside, inviting Ennis do go further. They smacked lips together between sighs and cries of satisfaction.
“Uh-huh, Jjjjack, take my dick!”
“Oh yeah, Ennnnniiiiiiissss!”
“Ha, ya want it, don’tcha Rodeo?”
“Yeeeeaaaah! I want it, I need it!”
“Oh yeah…ya want me to ta take it, huuuuuh?”
“Shit yyyeeeaah! Harder…come on I nnnnnneeeeeed to feeel it!”
“Ya just gotta give it up…now, give that shit up!!”
Jack removed his hands from Ennis’ butt and wrapped them across Ennis’ back. Digging his nails into Ennis skin like claws of an eagle he began leaving deep scratch marks on Ennis back that draw blood making Ennis growl like a panther. The purple haze of primitive lust they had crawled themselves in and the animalistic pulse of utter delight shook their bodies as if they were one. The fireworks of their intense fucking turned into a white-hot lust that fused them together and held them in its grip until the world was shattered as Ennis finally exploded himself over and over and over again deep inside a barely conscious Jack.
It took them a full thirty minutes to calm themselves down before getting out of the tub.
TBC
Pairing: Ennis/Jack
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: The characters of course belongs to the great Annie Proulx and story is my own.
Story summary: A lomg romantic evening in where things are finally said.
Story Inspiration: I was inspirted to write this story for two reasons. 1. One is the song from which gives the title of my story. The version I using is the great jazz saxophonist John Coltrane with vocals by Johnny Hartman. The lyrics by Robert Mellin and Guy Wood plays an important key to the story. 2. The second inspiration belongs to our very own lotitaray. When she began writing her The Moments Between story, her first chapter she entitle A DANCE. I wrote a comment telling her how much a enjoyed and spoke about how I am an unapologetic romantic and that dance is the most beautiful expression of love. She wrote back and told me I such write something. That was back in May its August now. It took me long enough!!
Author's Note: I'm scared shitless because I'm leaving my comforted zone to write this story!! But its a good-scare because I'm also excited!! Be warn! I think I have remain true to the original characterization of Ennis and Jack, I have given them my own spin. I don't think I've gone off the deep end. I HOPE!! Also the story isn't that long. Five chapters I think will be the most. Baby steps, baby steps.
Feedback: When you speak of this and I know you will, please be kind. (laughing)
Dedication: To all the fabulous, marvleous, talented and gifted writers who stories has given me much enjoyment and I'm sure you all know who you are. They are too countless to name individually.
“Jack. I’m going to give you a bath.”
It wasn’t a question, it wasn’t a suggestion, and it wasn’t asking for permission. It was a point fact and Jack couldn't believe his ears.
“What did you just say to me?”
“You heard me,” Ennis said with even more strength. “I’m going to give you a proper bath.” Jack wanted to burst out laughing but he never seen such determination in Ennis eyes before and it both surprise and filled his heart. “Alright.” Jack whisper. Ennis just nodded his head as if he was agreeing to something he already knew was going to happen. “Seat down on the edge of the bed,” Ennis ordered Jack and Jack did what he was told. Kneeling down in first of Jack, Ennis took off Jack’s boots and socks and placing them off to the side. Standing back up, Ennis gently helped Jack back on his feet. Wordlessly Ennis reached up to Jack’s shirt and began unbuttoning them slowly.
Both men began smiling at what was happening, Ennis because Jack was letting him do this and Jack because Ennis wanted to do this and both in disbelief that this was happening. They both knew it was rather silly but there was also something so touching, sweet and…and romantic that neither men wanted it to stop. After getting the buttons undone Ennis pulled the shirt out of Jack’s jeans he walked around Jack and slowly pulled the shirt down off Jack’s arms. For a brief moment Ennis just stood there looking at Jack’ strong back. Unable to resist Ennis reach out and lightly touch with his index finger Jack’s back and softly began making imaginary designs using his finger like a paintbrush and Jack’s back was his canvas. Ennis touch sent a cascade of desire up and down Jack spine making him sigh and close his eyes. Putting the shirt aside, Ennis moved back in front of Jack and began undoing his belt and jeans. An electric energy began building up between them and both looked deeply into each other’s eyes. They never stopped looking at one another as Ennis slowly peered down Jack’s jeans with Ennis going down along with him. Pulling Jack’s legs out of them, Ennis stood up and back away a little to get a full look at Jack and what he saw was heaven on earth.
The beauty of his man was simply unimaginable for Ennis. Every part of Jack’s body was perfect and Ennis knew each part extremely well. But it was more then that for Ennis. This was a rare and precious gift this person standing before him. A refine and beautiful human being you looked at him and smiled and offered him a chance to know happiness when he knew he would never be worthy of it and yet here he is. Here’s Jack, offering it to him on a silver platter giving Ennis the idea that he can actually touch paradise, that it is possible to find happiness in a world filled with darkness and cruelty. A golden shield to protect him from harm and comforted him when hurt. Those nights when Ennis is alone and his thoughts always rush towards Jack those thoughts always overwhelm and terrify Ennis. Not for any shame or fear but a heavy sense of unworthiness. What the fuck could Jack Twist this golden man could ever see in someone like Ennis Del Mar who will never be anything and won’t be remembered ten minutes after he is buried in the ground. But Jack does offer himself to Ennis. This gift had found away at making Ennis the prize, the gift that was desired and wanted above all other. Jack has found away to make Ennis come alive to believe that all things were possible and yet…and yet…oh well.
“Your pretty bud.” Ennis spoke breathlessly.
Jack just stood there blushing at the look Ennis was giving him watching his man looking at him with such tenderness and affection he began to softly tremble. Thinking that Jack was getting cold, Ennis quickly grabbed the robe and helped Jack in it. After getting Jack in the robe both Ennis and Jack just stood very close to each other with their heads touching and there eyes close. There was so much they both wanted to say to each. To express into words how they truly feel but there was always a thin wall in between them preventing it. As fragile as it was it still was the boundary that both men seem to be unable to break though. Forcing them to live an aching pain of isolation that seems to drown them in a world of loneliness whenever they are not near one another. This thing that has opening both men to a spiritual and emotional awakening seen to have also force them to live in the shadows not daring to allow the world to see it in the light of day. The love that dare not speak.
“Okay Rodeo time for your bath.” Ennis regretfully pulled himself away from Jack. “You just seat on the bed while why…why I make the bath. Go on and seat down.” Jack did as he was told watching Ennis back away from him never once taking his eyes off of Jack. They didn’t notice that Ennis was backing towards a footstool until he tripped on it and nearly fell backwards.
“Ennis are you okay?” an alarmed Jack asked as he was lifting off the bed.
“I’m fine, I’m fine” an embarrass Ennis said as he quickly recovered before falling. “I guess I better look where I’m going huh?” Before getting an answer, Ennis bashfully turned around and went into the bathroom closing the room behind him. Jack just sat on the bed waiting numb with disbelief at what Ennis has been doing and saying. The feelings was hitting Jack was like a tide wave. Each time one come crashing into him and he managed to survive it as the waves subside another even bigger one come crashing into him and the effect was outrageously stimulating especially when Jack is fully aware that this mustn’t be easy on Ennis at all. His Cowboy has really stepped out of his safe haven for Jack and he knows it and was amaze by it. Yeah Ennis is right it is kinda girlish at what he’s doing thought Jack but he was loving every minute of it. Ennis was making Jack feel sexy, wanted, desired and special. Jack has always felt these things from Ennis but never before has he been so upfront with it. Ennis was making a pointed effort. Maybe he was trying to prove something to Jack and to himself. Maybe he was trying to make up to Jack for forcing him to leave when he came after Ennis’ divorce.
That latter part drove a sense of guilt though Jack hard and fast. Why now Jack was thinking. Why did Ennis decision of all times to express his feelings so outwardly at this moment? Its every thing Jack wanted. It seems that his longtime optimism was finally paying off at least for this one night and while the joy was magical there was also a cloud of bittersweet hanging over it. Mexico. The more Jack thought of it the more disgusted he got with himself. Hell he didn’t even enjoy it. Remain soft the entire time and the moment that it was over, Jack couldn’t drive back to Childress fast enough to wash the stinking filth off his body. Jack was listening as the water was running in the bathroom imagining what it must have took Ennis to found that courage to do all of this. It might turn out to be just one night but the mere fact that Ennis was doing this knowing what kind of cocoon Ennis has force himself to live in and the fact that he allowed himself for a moment to come out it all to just make Jack happy was unbelievable. Jack was feeling a bizarre mixture of happiness, guilt, joy, remorse and a small amount of anger and resentment. After all Jack has waited a long time for this and if Ennis didn’t make him wait for this long he would have never gone down to Mexico in the first place. But anger and resentment wasn’t the two emotions currently paramount in Jack’s mind. Happiness and guilt was at the forefront of his mind. The happiness he was blissfully enjoying and while the guilt was there at the moment there was nothing he could do about it…oh well.
While still in thought Jack looked up as the bathroom door open and Ennis was standing in the doorway with his shirtsleeves up giving Jack that dibble smile. Before Ennis went into the bathroom he was a man who was more nervous than confident but what emerge was a man that was all confident and determine. This is the Ennis Del Mar that Jack Twist always knew was deep down inside. Jack will worry about the guilt tomorrow. “Ready for you bath Rodeo?”
Even through Jack has secretly promise himself he would not laugh at nothing Ennis would do for him but the image in the bathroom was just too much. “Bubbles?” laughed Jack. “Ennis Del Mar! Are you about to give me a bubble bath?” Jack couldn’t hold back the laughter that is until he turned around to look at Ennis and then the laughter quickly stopped. The confidence that beamed so bright in Ennis a moment ago had vanished and the nervous confuse Ennis had return with his eyes looking downward with his shoulders hunched over. “Oh shit” thought Jack.
“Look Jack, if you didn’t want to do this…its okay.” Ennis said almost apologetically.
“No, no Ennis. I want this.” Jack was as reassuming as possible. “It just surprise that’s all. I promise I won’t laugh again. C’mon Cowboy, help me out of my robe.”
Ennis smiled a little looking at Jack smiling back at him and some of the confidence return to Ennis. Out of the robe, Ennis helped Jack ease into the bathtub. A quiet moan escaped from Jack as he sank down into the hot water making him close his eyes completely turning himself over to Ennis’ will. Placing his hand on the back of Jack’s head, Ennis gently guided Jack back in order for his neck to rest on the edge of the tub which Ennis had place a thick towel in order to make him more comfortable. Little by little, Jack’s entire body melted allowing him to be taken over by the comforting sensuousness of the hot water enveloping his body. The warmth of the water was making his eyelids heavy as he was entering into a suspended slumber of peace. Opening his eyes he sees Ennis looking at him with such awe and tenderness. Jack has always felt safe with Ennis but at this point the sense of safety was multiple by twofold. Ennis lean over the tub and ever so lightly like a small summer breeze passing through kiss Jack on his lips. It was the most erotic moment Jack has ever experience.
Leaning back Ennis reached down and grabbed the sponge seating by side him and soaked it in the tub. He took some soap and rubbed it against the sponge to lather it up then he took pick up a small bottle of baby oil which Jack could help noticing. “Baby oil?” Jack asked curiously. Ennis shrugged his shoulders. “Jack the only people I’ve ever given a bath to was my girls when they was babies and Alma always told me to use baby oil so…well…to keep their bodies silky, smooth and soft.” Jack had to push down the giggle. Did he just hear Ennis talking about keeping one’s body ‘silky, smooth and soft’? “What are you saying bud,” asked a mischievous Jack. “Think my skin needs improvin’?” Ennis gave him a quick look of dead seriousness, “No Jack! I think you skin is the smoothest, softest thing I’ve ever touched. I just what to help you keep it that way.” Jack swallowed hard at the sentiment and gave Ennis a shy smile.
Ennis began slowly moving the wet sponge over Jack’s body. First Ennis went across Jack’s shoulders and arms, then his back and finally across the stomach. Lifting the sponge Ennis squeeze the excess water down on Jack’s head. Throwing the sponge into the sink, Ennis began using his hand to play exploration over Jack’s luscious soak body. Taking the soap Ennis began rubbing the suds over Jack’s warm body. Ever touch sent Jack’s body temperature even higher. Despite the calloused hands Ennis had displayed a surprising gentleness to his touch. When Ennis began traveling down underneath the water exploring the unseen, thanks to the bubbles, Jack gave out a deep sigh. Slowly moving up and down Jack outer legs, Jack has to catch his breath. “Oh Ennis, ooooh Ennis.” Ennis who has been looking solely at Jack’s face brought a sly smirk to his face enjoying himself watching how Jack was slowly beginning to lose control under his touch. “You are enjoying this darlin’?” Without waiting for an answer, Ennis started rubbing his hand in between Jack’s thighs. Jack began to pant and whine. Through Ennis wasn’t planning on this - he was just going to give Jack a bath - Ennis was becoming highly arouse. Always a moth to Jack’s flame that flame was beginning to burn brighter then it has ever been before and Ennis was fully aware that he was fanning the flame.
What’s more Ennis was loving every moment of it. Ennis rarely have power over anything but watching Jack as he slowly began losing his will under something as simple as Ennis’ touch was empowering and thrilling to Ennis. It was a power that was making Ennis think wicked thoughts, dangerous and sadistic thoughts. This may not have been apart of the evening but Ennis decided he was going to have himself some fun.
Moving his hand up further between Jack’s thighs Ennis took hold and began playing with Jack’s balls. The moment Ennis made connect Jack began melting. The rougher Ennis grabbed on to them Jack grew even more antsy. The heat coming from the hot water and the slow intensity of Ennis groping him was making Jack’s blood boil. Watching all of this only egg Ennis on. Ennis stretch out his free arm and wrapped it around Jack’s shoulders and neck he pulled Jack close to him as if he was cradling Jack in his arms. With clenched teeth and menacing eyes Ennis lowered his face towards Jack forcing Jack to look directly into them. The suddenly shock of fear in Jack’s eyes sent a jolt of electricity right down to Ennis’ groin hardening his cock as if it suddenly turned into case iron steel the sensation was overwhelming for Ennis and he began to move to better positioning himself from the pleasurable discomforted. Breathing his hot breathe over Jack’s face he was lustfully enjoying the agony he was putting Jack though.
“Tell me boy are you enjoying this huh?” Ennis asked with no sympathy. All Jack could do is nod his head. “Yeah, well how about this.” Ennis removed his hand from Jack’s sack and quickly grabbed onto his already throbbing cock and he squeeze hard on it with a death grab that made Jack curve his luscious lips into a “o” shape making a deathlike scream. “Ooooooooohhhhh!!” Pulling, stretching, bending and jerking at it, Jack entire body began convulsion. His legs began kicking making water splash out of the tub and landing off the side getting Ennis and his clothes wet. Trying to steady himself, Jack grabbed on both sides of the bathtub edge with his hands to no use. His head began jerking back and forth hitting the back of it against Ennis arms. Ennis just watch with a smirk on his face laughing. Jack body had become as limp as a puppet and Ennis was the puppet master. Looking down at Jack’s body, Ennis was savoring the beauty of it. The hot water was glistening Jack’s body parts to perfection. Shoulders, arms, puffy chest with the chest hairs soaking across it, the way his abs was on display every time Jack pulled in his stomach muscles. The effect was intoxicating and all that Ennis could think of was how marvelous it will be when he begins feasting on it.
Jack was whaling and panting. His heart was beating at such a rate he felt that it was about to burst out of his chest. He had completely lost control and was totally under the spell of his captor, which excited him and slightly terrified him. Ennis has never been like this before and Jack had no idea what he will do to him and at this moment physically there was nothing he could do about it.
Ennis kept jerking away at Jack going at a velocity that seem as if he was trying to tear it off. “Ennis. Oh God, oh God, ooooooooh Gawd!!!!” Jack’s pleading only made Ennis onslaught even greater. The bathroom began feeling like the inside of a pressure cooker the extreme heat coming from the hot water and the heat coming from the men bodies was making the room reek with a sweaty mushy odor the scent of which was driving both men mad.
Ennis turned to look at Jack who’s eyes was close. “Look at me Jack! LOOK AT ME GODDAMIT!!” Ennis shouting command jerked Jack’s eyes open wide looking directly into Ennis’ fiery ones. Opening his mouth, Ennis began licking his lips with his tongue in a provocative and lurid matter started moving his lips towards Jack’s making Jack believe he was about to be kiss. With that anticipation Jack began opening his own mouth and sticking out his tongue. Barely an inch away from contact, Ennis suddenly pulled away watching Jack’s lips smacking and grasping for his lips in a naked display of desperate wantonness. Jack’s eyes began tearing up and he let out a mournful cry. “Ennis, Ennis!” Ennis only let out a lecherous growl.
“You wanna kiss? Huh, huh! Is that what you want?” Jack just nod his head in the pathetic plead. Grabbing a fist full of damp raven hair, Ennis pulled Jack’s head back and rush his face just an inch away from Jack. “Then beg for it!” Jack was barely able to breathe at this point but he needed those lips of Ennis so he swallowed hard and open his mouth but only a small squall of a voice came out. “I need it.”
“What was that? What the fuck you just say! Don’t fuck with me! I said beg for it, scream it out!!”
Jack tried again this time a little more successful. “I need it Ennis! I need it! Please, oh please for the love of God!!”
With that Ennis attacked Jack’s mouth like a man on a mission. Using his tongue like a sword cutting meat, Ennis seem to be slicing up Jack mouth with it and Jack was matching the attack with the same intensity. Pulling Jack nearly out of the water to get a better contact to Jack’s lips when he push Jack back down in the tub large amount of water came gushing out soaking Ennis even more. The pressure was reaching its zealous with Jack and suddenly he exploded shooting his creamy white semen in the water. The weakness of his body at releasing himself was apparent. Ennis stopped kissing Jack and stood up to look down at his work. Jack was clattering and writhing. His entire body crumbled. Jack looked as if he was a defeated man but his eyes was saying something else and began giving voice to it.
Jack’s voice was shaken but his eyes were drowning in lustful wanton. His eyes had grown sultry and his breathing grew heavier. He managed to pull his legs apart and drabbed them over the side of the tub with the back of his knees resting on the outer edge. He reached down with his hands between his legs and began playing with his scorching entrance. “Gots to have it! Come on cowboy, its waitin’ for ya! Tear me up…tear me up!!” Watching and hearing Jack basically serving himself up for Ennis’ cannibalistic sexual need the man simply couldn’t past it up.
Ripping his shirt off making buttons fly everywhere, Ennis began hopping on one foot as he took off his boots and socks throwing them in any direction. One of them flying out the bathroom landing on the bed in the bedroom and the other - well - lets just say that its good that the boys know how to flush. Jerking his pants off, Ennis quickly slid in the tub in between Jack’s open legs. With his legs bended, Ennis roughly pulling Jack up onto his lap and started passionately kissing him. Jack instantly wrapped his legs tightly around Ennis waist and arms around his shoulders. With one strong thrust, Ennis penetrated himself inside Jack warm hot, tight tunnel sending Jack’s mind to outer space. Slowly lowering Jack back down in order for his head to lay once again on the edge of tub, Ennis spread his bend knees as far as they could in the tub and reached out with his hands to grab hold of the edge of the tub on each side of Jack’s head with in order to give himself the support and leverage he will need. Laying his body completely on top of Jack, Ennis whispered in Jack’s ear, “Get ready for the fucking of your life!”
Tightening his grab he at holding on the edge of tub, Ennis began pumping his strong hips thrusting his big cock inside Jack and began to fuck Jack deep and hard with fierce gusto. Ennis eyes began ablaze as he pounded Jack butt with his merciless weapon, driving home harder and harder. He began violently attacking Jack’s neck and face with his mouth eating away at him. Grabbing tighter on the tub edge with his hands Ennis was bumping and banging, grinding and galloping deeper and deeper inside Jack flaming hole. Water was splashing out of the tub at a high rate. But apparently it wasn’t enough for Jack. Grabbing a meaty handful of Ennis ass, began helping Ennis pushing him even more so inside, inviting Ennis do go further. They smacked lips together between sighs and cries of satisfaction.
“Uh-huh, Jjjjack, take my dick!”
“Oh yeah, Ennnnniiiiiiissss!”
“Ha, ya want it, don’tcha Rodeo?”
“Yeeeeaaaah! I want it, I need it!”
“Oh yeah…ya want me to ta take it, huuuuuh?”
“Shit yyyeeeaah! Harder…come on I nnnnnneeeeeed to feeel it!”
“Ya just gotta give it up…now, give that shit up!!”
Jack removed his hands from Ennis’ butt and wrapped them across Ennis’ back. Digging his nails into Ennis skin like claws of an eagle he began leaving deep scratch marks on Ennis back that draw blood making Ennis growl like a panther. The purple haze of primitive lust they had crawled themselves in and the animalistic pulse of utter delight shook their bodies as if they were one. The fireworks of their intense fucking turned into a white-hot lust that fused them together and held them in its grip until the world was shattered as Ennis finally exploded himself over and over and over again deep inside a barely conscious Jack.
It took them a full thirty minutes to calm themselves down before getting out of the tub.
TBC