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[george2]

im so confused
yes and no
one day i think one way and the next,
the complete opposite
and ive talked about it
to everyone
and thought about it
everyday
and i still can't decide
i think its more of
i can't work up the guts
but then why?
i don't want to
but then i feel its what i should
do.
or else im scared
im pretty sure i am
im scared of either of
the outcomes that
would happen
so it sucks
yes
there are good points
from both ends
but the negative aspects of it are really
weighing on me
so in the end
im not gonna like
what happens
but in all,
i think im
just going to
leave
i just don't know when
but soon