A rant and rave about camp and school
okay well I just searched livejournal interests for "Camp Nokomis" and found the live journals of some of the councelors and read them. It was very suprising. The all sweared and said hate and ranted and raved about their lives. Well I guess they're normal people, too. So maybe I can become an AIDE. I can be a ranting and raving seeming to be happy person and still go back to camp and cover it all up. Now all I have to worry about is what to write in the application. Why should I be an AIDE? Why would I be a good one? Ahh it has to be in soo soon. I guess a lot of people need to rant and rave; it's not just me.
Someone needs to slap my brother across the face and say Close Your BiG Fuckin Mouth and be nice to your sister. I am so nervous for going back to school. I am nervous to see all the people I haven't sceen in forever and will have superb social skills that I do not have. Ahhh. What will I do? I have no idea how I will be able to do all my homework with chem honors and field hockey and my 2 minors... ahh. Why do we have to do performing arts? I wonder who else will be in tech theater besides me and Sara. There was only one person in it last year.
Ceramics with the slip bucket lady? She's actually fine like we get along, but ceramics will take up my potential free/studyhall/homework times ahh. More worrying. I know I will be able to get through.. I ONLY THINK i will be able to get through. What does it mean if I don't make it through the school year? will I die? will I get kicked out? I guess everyone makes it through the school year. But what if I don't? what will happen to me? will I fall through my homework because I can't do it? ahh ahh ahh ahh. I don't want to be on Gram's FH team. I want to be on V-A-R-S-I-T-Y. do you think they'll let me skip JV? I definitely want to. all of the the favorites of Gram of the class of 07 who made JV last year can go to H-E double hockey sticks with him. I will not be the subject of cruel and unusual punishment. JV2 FH 2004 last year was my and the best sports team ever at Dana Hall. the most fun. everyone on that team agrees.
I guess my rant is over. just now thinking...how will I survive lunch this year?? the social aspect of it?? how, huh, how?? !DIME! tell me!
Someone needs to slap my brother across the face and say Close Your BiG Fuckin Mouth and be nice to your sister. I am so nervous for going back to school. I am nervous to see all the people I haven't sceen in forever and will have superb social skills that I do not have. Ahhh. What will I do? I have no idea how I will be able to do all my homework with chem honors and field hockey and my 2 minors... ahh. Why do we have to do performing arts? I wonder who else will be in tech theater besides me and Sara. There was only one person in it last year.
Ceramics with the slip bucket lady? She's actually fine like we get along, but ceramics will take up my potential free/studyhall/homework times ahh. More worrying. I know I will be able to get through.. I ONLY THINK i will be able to get through. What does it mean if I don't make it through the school year? will I die? will I get kicked out? I guess everyone makes it through the school year. But what if I don't? what will happen to me? will I fall through my homework because I can't do it? ahh ahh ahh ahh. I don't want to be on Gram's FH team. I want to be on V-A-R-S-I-T-Y. do you think they'll let me skip JV? I definitely want to. all of the the favorites of Gram of the class of 07 who made JV last year can go to H-E double hockey sticks with him. I will not be the subject of cruel and unusual punishment. JV2 FH 2004 last year was my and the best sports team ever at Dana Hall. the most fun. everyone on that team agrees.
I guess my rant is over. just now thinking...how will I survive lunch this year?? the social aspect of it?? how, huh, how?? !DIME! tell me!