woah-o
my room is really dark, and the whole house is quiet yes i did fill up the fishtank so it isn't loud annoying.
death cab for cutie lastnight was beautiful and wonderful and i had a really amazing time.
and brazil tonight did beautiful and i think the singer looked adorable with braces. braces are cute you see.
so boys. boy t. and boy m.
boy t. is fun to say is cute and looks a lot like j. did his freshman year. and he seems very sweet and i have his phone number now. i need someone new to sit with at lunch.
and boy m. doesn't get much talk, yet. but maybe will. possibly. he said i intimidate him yes paige you can be intimidating. oh gosh im sorry really i am and you still talk to me anyways and i send text messages you can't read all the way with the word love in them so you call and i can laugh. it's silly and is helping me. and you could love me one day maybe i could i always take things really fast, its okay, i'm known to also.
i have a stuffy nose. and am sweating in my 73 degree room. and it's because i've been forgetting myself lately. and worrying about good times and grade point averages.
i found apartments in newark for $600.
photographs of the best time you had,
windows smuged by the speed,
leaving home with our bags from Iron Street as the morning turned into California.
And smoke trailed from the butt of my cigarette,
our glass house it threw rocks at all those it passed.
paige you are so sad with your broken heart always and quiet manner and clumsy hands. well you don't know my fucking life and how it goes and i will seem sad sometimes and as a friend the most i can ask is for you to understand and be alright with it. i am. i'm a fucking strange person, and i'm not begging for anyone to stay around. it's the norm for everyone to flee from having a spot in my life.