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Title: Where I belong
Author: Geojitmal
Rating: G
Word count: 684
Pairings: GTOP
Genre: Fluff. Maybe a tiny bit angst.
Summary: Jiyong needs inspiration and finds a song that definitely triggers some memories.
Diclaimer: All mine. Not.
A/N: Wow, the second fic today. o_O That's what insomnia does to you, I guess.
Jiyong sat on his desk, sighing. He tried to finish this new song, but somehow all his muses seemed to have left him. He opened his laptop, deciding it was time for some new inspiration.
He developed a habit of listening to some new bands (well, at least new to him) whenever he ran out of ideas. As soon as his laptop was finished booting up, he opened iTunes and went straight for the store to browse some music. He randomly downloaded a few songs, which he thought had interesting titles, and shut the store again.
The singer listened to one after the other, but to his disappointment, inspiration wouldn't come. That was, when another song started. As soon as he heard the first few lines, millions of pictures flooded his mind.
Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while unknown
Weeks on the road, a long way from home
just shut off the phone
Jiyong could relate to that. He often wished, he could just be himself for some time. Often longed to be just Jiyong, not the G-Dragon everyone loved.
He wanted to go shopping for clothes, without having to disguise himself.
He wanted to visit his parents whenever he felt like it.
He wanted to hang out with friends, not having to worry about schedules and deadlines.
And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
He also knew that, whenever he felt like this, he could crawl into Seunghyun's arms. His lover would shut the curtains of their room, pretending to shut out the whole world for some time. Then they would lie on their bed, Seunghyun just holding him tight.
Sometimes they would be silent, each one lost in their own thoughts.
Sometimes they would share these thoughts, talking about everyday stuff. Things every other person their age also talked about. And for an hour or two, Jiyong could pretend to be just that, just Jiyong.
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Sometimes, while lying there, he would cry, the weight of it all crashing down on him. And his lover would be there, brushing his tears away, rocking him gently, like a baby, while promising to be always there for him, to always dry his tears and to shield him from the world whenever he would need it.
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong
And when Seunghyun would open the curtains again, let the sun shine into their room again, Jiyong would feel ready to face the world. Feel ready to be G-Dragon. The leader of Big Bang and a soon-to-be solo artist as well. And he wouldn't want it any other way. Because this was where he belonged.
And thankfully, that was also, where Seunghyun belonged. Jiyong wasn't sure, for how long he could be G-Dragon, if it weren't for TOP. For the older to always be by his side, cheering him up, holding him, scolding him, supporting him, pushing him whenever he needed it.
If it weren't for their temporary escapes from everyone and everything. From reality.
Jiyong sighed again when the song ended.
He didn't make any progress with his songwriting and the thoughts, that had flooded his mind upon hearing the song, sure as hell weren't fit for lyrics. But he had the sudden urge to call his boyfriend, not really caring right at that moment, if he interrupted his filming.
He snatched his phone from the bed and pressed 1, the speed-dial he reserved for Seunghyun. He expected to hear the dull beeping, indicating that the other's phone was ringing, but instead he heard the older's unmistakable ringtone right outside the room's door.
He stood up and went to open the door, just when his lover opened it himself and stepped into the room.
"Baby, I'm ba..." he started, but stopped, when a bundle of Jiyong flung itself around his neck. He smiled and put his arms around the small form of the singer.
"Thank you." the bundle whispered.
"Huh? For what?"
"For loving me."
Seunghyun tightened his hold.
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
Okay, uhm....comments are ♥? ^^
Mentioned song is "The first day of my life" by The Rasmus, bits of the lyrics taken out to fit the story. =D It's exactly what came to my mind, when iTunes shuffled to this song, so...I hope you like it.
You can listen to it here on YouTube.
Author: Geojitmal
Rating: G
Word count: 684
Pairings: GTOP
Genre: Fluff. Maybe a tiny bit angst.
Summary: Jiyong needs inspiration and finds a song that definitely triggers some memories.
Diclaimer: All mine. Not.
A/N: Wow, the second fic today. o_O That's what insomnia does to you, I guess.
Jiyong sat on his desk, sighing. He tried to finish this new song, but somehow all his muses seemed to have left him. He opened his laptop, deciding it was time for some new inspiration.
He developed a habit of listening to some new bands (well, at least new to him) whenever he ran out of ideas. As soon as his laptop was finished booting up, he opened iTunes and went straight for the store to browse some music. He randomly downloaded a few songs, which he thought had interesting titles, and shut the store again.
The singer listened to one after the other, but to his disappointment, inspiration wouldn't come. That was, when another song started. As soon as he heard the first few lines, millions of pictures flooded his mind.
Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while unknown
Weeks on the road, a long way from home
just shut off the phone
Jiyong could relate to that. He often wished, he could just be himself for some time. Often longed to be just Jiyong, not the G-Dragon everyone loved.
He wanted to go shopping for clothes, without having to disguise himself.
He wanted to visit his parents whenever he felt like it.
He wanted to hang out with friends, not having to worry about schedules and deadlines.
And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
He also knew that, whenever he felt like this, he could crawl into Seunghyun's arms. His lover would shut the curtains of their room, pretending to shut out the whole world for some time. Then they would lie on their bed, Seunghyun just holding him tight.
Sometimes they would be silent, each one lost in their own thoughts.
Sometimes they would share these thoughts, talking about everyday stuff. Things every other person their age also talked about. And for an hour or two, Jiyong could pretend to be just that, just Jiyong.
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Sometimes, while lying there, he would cry, the weight of it all crashing down on him. And his lover would be there, brushing his tears away, rocking him gently, like a baby, while promising to be always there for him, to always dry his tears and to shield him from the world whenever he would need it.
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong
And when Seunghyun would open the curtains again, let the sun shine into their room again, Jiyong would feel ready to face the world. Feel ready to be G-Dragon. The leader of Big Bang and a soon-to-be solo artist as well. And he wouldn't want it any other way. Because this was where he belonged.
And thankfully, that was also, where Seunghyun belonged. Jiyong wasn't sure, for how long he could be G-Dragon, if it weren't for TOP. For the older to always be by his side, cheering him up, holding him, scolding him, supporting him, pushing him whenever he needed it.
If it weren't for their temporary escapes from everyone and everything. From reality.
Jiyong sighed again when the song ended.
He didn't make any progress with his songwriting and the thoughts, that had flooded his mind upon hearing the song, sure as hell weren't fit for lyrics. But he had the sudden urge to call his boyfriend, not really caring right at that moment, if he interrupted his filming.
He snatched his phone from the bed and pressed 1, the speed-dial he reserved for Seunghyun. He expected to hear the dull beeping, indicating that the other's phone was ringing, but instead he heard the older's unmistakable ringtone right outside the room's door.
He stood up and went to open the door, just when his lover opened it himself and stepped into the room.
"Baby, I'm ba..." he started, but stopped, when a bundle of Jiyong flung itself around his neck. He smiled and put his arms around the small form of the singer.
"Thank you." the bundle whispered.
"Huh? For what?"
"For loving me."
Seunghyun tightened his hold.
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
Okay, uhm....comments are ♥? ^^
Mentioned song is "The first day of my life" by The Rasmus, bits of the lyrics taken out to fit the story. =D It's exactly what came to my mind, when iTunes shuffled to this song, so...I hope you like it.
You can listen to it here on YouTube.