gramma jen2 & thinking...
i worked on my afghan of time leeching last night. i have 2 more rows and i'm officially past the 1/2 way mark on top of change of colour! i only started on this thing in 1992. :/ i got up to 50 minutes for one row last night while watching movies (final destination 2 and scarface) so i don't feel bad for having set it down for about a year. the kicker is that i had to re-work 3 rows because jayge was using it like it was finished and wound up yanking out said rows. :/ i am doing the afghan stitch. i like this other page and my try one of those for my next project. why is it taking me forever? well, the afghan is long enough to cover a king sized bed with at least 18 inches of overhang on each side of the bed. yeah...it's huge!
this afternoon at 2:45pm will find my reluctant yet relieved behind in a dentist's chair for root canal re-work. maybe i can go back to a more normal routine and not have to take a pain pill every 4 hours so i can barely function.
i've not heard back on that last e-mail i sent to my sister. i am not surprised. *shrugs* and the games continue to be played without me as far as i'm concerned.
i've been struggling with my perception on my life. i am tired of "keep on keeping on" with this every day struggle i find that disappoints me. i haven't done enough. i don't do enough. everything should be better but isn't. why am i not past certain hoops YET? i need a new point of view. thoughts/suggestions? :)
this afternoon at 2:45pm will find my reluctant yet relieved behind in a dentist's chair for root canal re-work. maybe i can go back to a more normal routine and not have to take a pain pill every 4 hours so i can barely function.
i've not heard back on that last e-mail i sent to my sister. i am not surprised. *shrugs* and the games continue to be played without me as far as i'm concerned.
i've been struggling with my perception on my life. i am tired of "keep on keeping on" with this every day struggle i find that disappoints me. i haven't done enough. i don't do enough. everything should be better but isn't. why am i not past certain hoops YET? i need a new point of view. thoughts/suggestions? :)