gotta vent i guess
gah, well i guess i made this cause i have nowhere else to vent...today pretty much sucked...boring day in shop...hardly saw shayna all day...then, to my dismay, when i got home we were talking online and i guess she decides that she just wants to be good friends now...ahh, i really like her :(... i mean i like everything about her, i just dont understand...it must be my fault somehow...acting too much like a friend and too little like a boyfriend, im sure...or something like that...then the sox lost, johnny had his chance in the 6th when the bases were loaded...but he went for that low one...oh well...so yeah, today pretty much blew...hope your day was better than mine... :(...i'll probably update this almost every day because i guess im kinda depressed right now and there's really no one i can talk to about stuff...