So all can see and no one can alter my words:
There are simple words one can say at some point. Simple words like, "I screwed up." or "I'm sorry." Sadly these words did not come up when given the oppertunity too, instead a barrage of explinations, excuses, and fingure pointing does. I just tried calling and what did I get, a retelling of a the same lines. Now it's too late for that, because it's something your supposed to arrive at on your own- not when someone tells you it's what you needed to have done. It's like calling someone a dozen times after you stab them in the back, it does not make up for the not driving over or not leaving a real message ("Hey it's me, call me" left a minute after the fact does not cut it). Niether does more stories when all you needed to do was take a smige of responsability.