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Feb 07, 2005 22:42

everyone was talking about Josie today.its soo horrible that i cant even imagine it. her friends and family are in our hearts and prayers.so many people were al lteared up, I couldnt look, i dont want to cry at school. its all just too sad for words.

have you ever had the feeling like your invisible, or that uve done somthing that u dont know about but everyone else does? ive been feeling that alot lately. and im not sure why. i feel so different like everything is changing.

good quote from alyss:"Sometimes you'll forgive someone simply because you still want them in your life "

Today was a good day for me. I laughed msot of the day not even about anything, i just felt so happy to get away from my "life" for a bit.

on saturday i saw 2 of my friends from back in the day. it reminded me of how much things have changed since elementary,and how much bothell has truely changed me. sometimes i wish that I could go back to the days, when no one cared about popularity, there were no rumors, and the worste thing anyone did was not invite you to there bday party. ohhh i wish i could go back.

I think my favorite word is sorry. I just cant stop apologizing for stupid little things.mayeb its a sign of somthing? i dunno.maybe im jsut crazy.

Lets hope this week goes better than last week.

LOVE YOU ALL.
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