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this week was pretty normal only 3 days with a 4 day weekend YESS!
for some reason i feel really different lately. like things are changing or somthings going to happen.but im not sure what it is.
i feel like i need to get closer to different people. be open to all kinds and what not.
ive decided i need a vacation from my family, theres just no right these days, and its hard to try and impress them all the time.
i really want to go to the cemetary this weekend.to see if all the myths are true. hopfully everyone will go and no bad things will happen this time.
friday is a celebration of drews birthday.it made me realize how much i truely miss him and how much i truely miss how things were.i dont think there could ever be enough tears shed for him.i just cant stop thinking about why him.WHY?and i just cant stop crying over it.
whic remids me i got this thing in the mail from my doctors, they want me to get shots for menangitis and they will pay me $50 per shot.
its like all of a sudden there are all these memories just flowing through my head.and all of them leading back to him.
it seems that i am going to have to try and tough alot of things out this next year. there are soo many changes happening in my life, and im not sure just how much more i can take.
sorry this was soo randome.
i hope you all have a wonderful 4 day weekend!
this week was pretty normal only 3 days with a 4 day weekend YESS!
for some reason i feel really different lately. like things are changing or somthings going to happen.but im not sure what it is.
i feel like i need to get closer to different people. be open to all kinds and what not.
ive decided i need a vacation from my family, theres just no right these days, and its hard to try and impress them all the time.
i really want to go to the cemetary this weekend.to see if all the myths are true. hopfully everyone will go and no bad things will happen this time.
friday is a celebration of drews birthday.it made me realize how much i truely miss him and how much i truely miss how things were.i dont think there could ever be enough tears shed for him.i just cant stop thinking about why him.WHY?and i just cant stop crying over it.
whic remids me i got this thing in the mail from my doctors, they want me to get shots for menangitis and they will pay me $50 per shot.
its like all of a sudden there are all these memories just flowing through my head.and all of them leading back to him.
it seems that i am going to have to try and tough alot of things out this next year. there are soo many changes happening in my life, and im not sure just how much more i can take.
sorry this was soo randome.
i hope you all have a wonderful 4 day weekend!