falling asleep and I am praying to treat the symptoms of letting go of all my hope

[genus41]

I feel like everything is gone. what is truth we no longer know. Who knows anyone. I want everyone just to say the truth and how they feel to-wards me, friends, enemies, dating what do you want from me and what do you see. I don't care who writes and i do not know at this time if i will reply to anyones comment. listen if you think i already know

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mikey, the truth is the most important thing..

[dani_bailey2]

so therefore be true to yourself.. everything that i have EVER told you is the complete truth.. i don't know what it is goin to happen between us, but i do know that i NEVER want to lose your friendship.. if i've gained anything from these past few months are some good friends.. gaining you has been a huge part in my life.. i know without i would've never realised that it's ok to be emotional and all that.. being emo is finally something i understand.. and def is what i am.. i just want you to know that everything you say has meaning behind, i really don't know what that bitch amanda was talking about.. cause really she's the one who has no clue.. you are the farthest thing from being a poser.. don't let anyone tell you who to be, just be yourself and i know you are good at that.. i've never met anyone quite like you.. i think about you often.. everyday actually, i miss you very much and i hope to hear from you soon.. and also see you soon.. you're an amazing person.. maybe you haven't accomplished everything that most people have, (such as the high school thing and shit that huff said) but does that make you a bad person .. no! you understand a hell of a lot more and i'm still in high school.. actually wondering why i need this shit.. you'll become something amazing in this life.. and i know that this may be something you don't agree with.. but for me i look at it as.. God has a plan for everyone.. and that also means you.. mikey you've changed my life in a few ways.. and i hope you know that i care for you more than you'll ever know.. i miss you and i miss having our talks.. please do things for yourself not for anyone.. be the amazing person you are everyday.. experiancing things the way you choose to.. i love you mikey.. you're an amazing friend and you know that i care for you more than a friend, but it's just so complicated.. i wish you would've come into my life at a better time.. so you wouldn't have had to be brought down with all this shit.. but then again i don't because without you i may have not been able to pull through like i did.. you helped me understand many things.. there's a reason for everything that happened.. and everything that has happened between us and will happen between us there will always be reasons.. love you to death mikey.. miss you bunches.. talk to you soon.. pinky swear.. and lock it.. ;)
::and in my silence i will rest.. keep my feelings depressed::.. poa