May 08, 2005 18:58
i care way too mcuh about guys
so much that i may be aware of my morals, but get soo horny and distracted by the attention that is given to me. it really makes me sick. i relaly cant describe the feleing of runing around in "heartbreak" (?) cirlces. no one loves getting hurt, as my sister said.
i really need some help i think, stay away and start a new way of lookign at these sorts of situations. better ot be loved than to never be loved at all?
thought, in my scenerios, its not love, but caring, compassion, lust and friendship.
it really fuckign hurt.
people are really disgusting