This is Whats Left
please excuse me
if i have seemed or may seem different
ive decided to shut my feelings down
for a while
i dont do well with disappointment
but i seem to deal with alot of it
its getting harder
to believe everything can be perfect
even for a while
because once something gets better
often another thing gets worse
one day, when i can start over
maybe i can find things will all be perfect
but because that time is not now
my deepest feelings are on hold
thats all i have to say
and all i will say
most of you know i dont like to share
my deepest feelings about people
(unless i start a rant)
there will be no rant this time
dont ask, dont question
it just is
this is how i feel at this moment
it may not last all month,
all week,
or even for a day
but for now, this is what i intend
as "emo" "desprate" "depressing"
or any other adjective you can come up with
as this sounds
it is only temperary
ill snap back
i always do
i just need time...
kaythnxbye