2 years
When I close my eyes and hold my breath, I swear I can hear your heart beat. It beats here, just between my breasts inside my very own chest. And I know that it must be your heart because I gave you mine and you hold it still. Even after two years you captivate me and fascinate me and I love you more than I need oxygen to survive. You are the focus of my days, and the filter of my life. I pour my emotions into you and through you and come out cleaner and better for it. You support me and you hold me and in your way you need me as much as I need you, and I never realized before how amazing that could feel. I have never had anyone love me or need me like you do, and I can promise you that no other person will ever feel for you the way that I do, because no other person I've met could house this depth of emotion without drowning in it - I know because you're the life preserver that keeps me afloat.
Thank you for everything, my darling. Two years and counting. Sometimes I've never been so sad or angry, but mostly I've never been so happy. I love you.
Thank you for everything, my darling. Two years and counting. Sometimes I've never been so sad or angry, but mostly I've never been so happy. I love you.