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May 04, 2009 13:23

Bes my first post over here at DW. like the fact that I control my user name over here, some idiot over at LJ grabbed Push before me and then of course never ever used their journal. Bah F'n posers.

Been having a difficult week dealing with elderly mom stuffs. Her arthritis has gotten really bad the last couple of weeks, so much that she has been having trouble getting in and out of bed. Once I get her up and moving a bit she is better but this stuff scares the shit out of me. I missed work Saturday and am due to go back tomorrow, I hope I can. As much as I despise the place I still need the money and insurance.
Bro says he will try to get me some help, so we'll see what he comes up with. I know that I can take a leave but don't want to unless I just have to. If I do I will be alright money wise for a while but I hate to go through all my savings. I think it isn't fair that I am the one who is making all the sacrifices money and time wise while my sibs are sitting on the sidelines doing their own things with what seems to me no worries at all. Or perhaps I'm just a whiny little bitch that expects too much out of other people. This shit sucks donkey balls.

Anyway sorry to depress. Life won't stay sucky forever. I hope.

Oh forgot, I bought some stocks 2 weeks ago and as of today I am up $25 wooooo go me :)
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