loose ends
I have recently been bombarded with messages from people here wondering where I am, or what is going on. I am fine, I just can't bring myself to come back here for now.
I found out a couple months ago that the guy who told me about livejournal is DEAD. keiffer ...
It's weird finding something like that out searching through obituaries ONLINE. I mean I kind of knew, I just needed to confirm it. I have his log in information and I've been struggling with the idea of a screenshot of it on his journal ... because I'm sure I'm not the only one that was left wondering.
But I am okay. Almost GOOD, even. Maybe some day I will come back to this. It used to be such a comforting outlet for all my petty little things.
p.s. does anyone even remember my TNAH journal? or aynotrats? I wish I still had that domain ... or at least the pictures from it. reading some of that made me laugh almost painfully until I thought, geee, I am still very dramatic and immature and I'm STILL naked so it's not that funny. ;P
I found out a couple months ago that the guy who told me about livejournal is DEAD. keiffer ...
It's weird finding something like that out searching through obituaries ONLINE. I mean I kind of knew, I just needed to confirm it. I have his log in information and I've been struggling with the idea of a screenshot of it on his journal ... because I'm sure I'm not the only one that was left wondering.
But I am okay. Almost GOOD, even. Maybe some day I will come back to this. It used to be such a comforting outlet for all my petty little things.
p.s. does anyone even remember my TNAH journal? or aynotrats? I wish I still had that domain ... or at least the pictures from it. reading some of that made me laugh almost painfully until I thought, geee, I am still very dramatic and immature and I'm STILL naked so it's not that funny. ;P