Jul 04, 2005 22:40
Why is it so much harder than it was 3 years ago, 2 yrs ago, 1 month ago? Im sitting here in tears cuz my boy is leaving to go back up to base at 9 am. I just wish we could spend at least the last night together, but we cant. UGH!!!!!!!!!
Im a mess and he isnt gone yet. I love him so much and this weekend has meant so much in so many different ways for us.
GRRRR