some things haven't changed
so i just spent way too much time reading old entries on here. it is seriously like reading a crazy history of my life with big holes missing. and then i have to fill in the holes with whatever memory i still have of those times...it's a curious activity.
it's getting light outside and i hear birds chirping. this is really quite ridiculous because it's the end of conference week and i still haven't finished my psychology conference paper. ha ha ha!!!!! this must be some kind of joke!!! why am i even surprised? has there been a conference time when i haven't done this? i'm so disappointing when it comes to self-discipline. and the sad thing is i've been saying that for years.
the reason i came on here in the first place was to figure out some things chronologically and see if i could find any first-hand accounts of certain life-altering moments where my framework for seeing the world was radically shaken. i know those things happened, but i just wanted to check if i was remembering them accurately or not. i didn't even write anything in here about it. of course i didn't. whenever there's something actually important in my life, i don't write about it in here. all i write is the daily dishwater.
well, back to the dang paper. i don't have much time left. i don't want this writing business to go on forever. sigh.
it's getting light outside and i hear birds chirping. this is really quite ridiculous because it's the end of conference week and i still haven't finished my psychology conference paper. ha ha ha!!!!! this must be some kind of joke!!! why am i even surprised? has there been a conference time when i haven't done this? i'm so disappointing when it comes to self-discipline. and the sad thing is i've been saying that for years.
the reason i came on here in the first place was to figure out some things chronologically and see if i could find any first-hand accounts of certain life-altering moments where my framework for seeing the world was radically shaken. i know those things happened, but i just wanted to check if i was remembering them accurately or not. i didn't even write anything in here about it. of course i didn't. whenever there's something actually important in my life, i don't write about it in here. all i write is the daily dishwater.
well, back to the dang paper. i don't have much time left. i don't want this writing business to go on forever. sigh.