Honestly Lace, I appreciate the concern and everything But I'm going to live my life the way I live it. If that disappoints you then I'm sorry But I don't really want to hear how I'm only letting one more person down. It's not like I'm prostituting myself I'm not doing HARD drugs like coke or heroin like I COULD be because I'm not completely fucking retarded. Yes, I drink, I have a good time. It's not going to KILL me. I'm enjoying my teen years because I never had a childhood. SHOOT ME! I'm tired of listening to how horrible I'm living my life according to your standards. I'm having fun, my friends are awesome, and nothing is harming me at the moment. I'm not an alcoholic, I'm not addicted to drugs. Okay so yeah, I had a streak of weekends where I partied.. big deal. That was the first time in a good.. I don't even KNOW how long I had actually done that. So yeah it might seem bad because it was 3 weekends in a row, but you can just cool it with your judgements of me because you're not Miss Perfect either.
I'm fine doing what I'm doing and if that bothers you, don't read about my life. No one's shoving this down your throat. I know what I'm doing, I'm even responsible about it. Hell I could be drinking and driving but I don't because I'm not dumb!! And I don't let my friends do it either! So back off.
If this upsets you, I'm sorry. But that's just the way I feel. I still love you, and I still value your friendship. Although I'm sure you'll argue otherwise.
I'll always be here for you if you need me. Without judgement.
I appreciate the concern and everything
But I'm going to live my life the way I live it.
If that disappoints you then I'm sorry
But I don't really want to hear how I'm only letting one more person down.
It's not like I'm prostituting myself
I'm not doing HARD drugs like coke or heroin like I COULD be because I'm not completely fucking retarded.
Yes, I drink, I have a good time.
It's not going to KILL me.
I'm enjoying my teen years because I never had a childhood.
SHOOT ME!
I'm tired of listening to how horrible I'm living my life according to your standards.
I'm having fun, my friends are awesome, and nothing is harming me at the moment. I'm not an alcoholic, I'm not addicted to drugs. Okay so yeah, I had a streak of weekends where I partied.. big deal. That was the first time in a good.. I don't even KNOW how long I had actually done that. So yeah it might seem bad because it was 3 weekends in a row, but you can just cool it with your judgements of me because you're not Miss Perfect either.
I'm fine doing what I'm doing and if that bothers you, don't read about my life. No one's shoving this down your throat. I know what I'm doing, I'm even responsible about it. Hell I could be drinking and driving but I don't because I'm not dumb!! And I don't let my friends do it either! So back off.
If this upsets you, I'm sorry. But that's just the way I feel.
I still love you, and I still value your friendship.
Although I'm sure you'll argue otherwise.
I'll always be here for you if you need me.
Without judgement.
xoxo
♥Sarah
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