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Well.. it's been.. months lol I actually forgot I had a livejournal, and have spent the last couple days re-reading past entries and re-living the good moments and the shitty ones.
What's new? Well.. Passed my first semester of college with the highest grade point average in my program and won $1500 as a result of that, although most of that is going to my dad for the huge car repair I did in October. Finished second semester of college and pretty much failed as a result of the car accident which forced me to stay home from school for a couple weeks and put me really behind. Just started third semester and it seems to be going well although I'm already procrastinating on my first essay due tomorrow.
Aaron and I have since split up. *waits for the cheering to stop* I am now with a perfect guy named Jason. I won't gush too much because while re-reading my journal I've noticed most of it is comsumed with my love or hatred of men, but he is wonderful. It took meeting him to really open my eyes and see that Aaron was completely destroying the person I am. He has made me happier in the past 4 months than Aaron did in 3.5 years. We have so much in common and we get along so well. He knows exactly how to make me smile and laugh even when I'm crying, he knows how and when to console me, and when to give me my space. He's kind and caring and goes out of his way everyday to tell me that I'm amazing or beautiful or amazing and I love every second of it. We plan on moving in together in the next couple months and I'm sooooo excited. I can't wait to wake up next to him and fall asleep next to him every night and have a place that's our own. It's weird, cuz he'll make comments and the first thing my mind goes to is marriage or kids and my mind doesn't normally do that. Like the other night Earl, his adorable cat, climbed into bed with us and layed down between us and my first thought was "what if this was one of our children some day?" I don't think things like that! haha It's just how happy he makes me. I just hope I don'y jynx it.
Enough gushing, I'm sure there'll be more later. In other news, my grandfather passed away in November. He's been really sick for a while and he had a couple heart attacks and we had to put him on oxygen and we didn't want to keep him that way, so the whole family was at the hospital when he passed away. I've missed him everyday since. Christmas came and went and it just wasn't the same. I know he's happier now and in a better place, but it's just not the same without him and I regret not spending more time with him.
Well I should write this essay and get to bed.
Now you're all caught up
And I don't know who "you" is because I doubt anyone reads this anymore, but if you do, and you didn't already know that, there you go.
♥
What's new? Well.. Passed my first semester of college with the highest grade point average in my program and won $1500 as a result of that, although most of that is going to my dad for the huge car repair I did in October. Finished second semester of college and pretty much failed as a result of the car accident which forced me to stay home from school for a couple weeks and put me really behind. Just started third semester and it seems to be going well although I'm already procrastinating on my first essay due tomorrow.
Aaron and I have since split up. *waits for the cheering to stop* I am now with a perfect guy named Jason. I won't gush too much because while re-reading my journal I've noticed most of it is comsumed with my love or hatred of men, but he is wonderful. It took meeting him to really open my eyes and see that Aaron was completely destroying the person I am. He has made me happier in the past 4 months than Aaron did in 3.5 years. We have so much in common and we get along so well. He knows exactly how to make me smile and laugh even when I'm crying, he knows how and when to console me, and when to give me my space. He's kind and caring and goes out of his way everyday to tell me that I'm amazing or beautiful or amazing and I love every second of it. We plan on moving in together in the next couple months and I'm sooooo excited. I can't wait to wake up next to him and fall asleep next to him every night and have a place that's our own. It's weird, cuz he'll make comments and the first thing my mind goes to is marriage or kids and my mind doesn't normally do that. Like the other night Earl, his adorable cat, climbed into bed with us and layed down between us and my first thought was "what if this was one of our children some day?" I don't think things like that! haha It's just how happy he makes me. I just hope I don'y jynx it.
Enough gushing, I'm sure there'll be more later. In other news, my grandfather passed away in November. He's been really sick for a while and he had a couple heart attacks and we had to put him on oxygen and we didn't want to keep him that way, so the whole family was at the hospital when he passed away. I've missed him everyday since. Christmas came and went and it just wasn't the same. I know he's happier now and in a better place, but it's just not the same without him and I regret not spending more time with him.
Well I should write this essay and get to bed.
Now you're all caught up
And I don't know who "you" is because I doubt anyone reads this anymore, but if you do, and you didn't already know that, there you go.
♥