Pain
There is a conceit to games, to characters, to living, the idea of forgetting. You never forget, you just bury it and then you recall. You recall when you're drunk or tired or weak or angry or something else. The thing is you never forget and then you realise what you wanted to forget is the same as everyone else, we all forget and we all choose to forget. We all push things away and we all feel it, it is the same to all of us, pain has only a personal value. Nocioception is personal and only definable by the reactions of chemicals, pain is the suffering of the being, of the person of the soul. Pain is what suffering is about and it has nothing to do with the body it is purely an effect or affect of the mind. You never forget, you just push it away, the summer of '95.