wrote this last night but the internet was out
Boy is being such a fuckin’ sweetheart. He’s all proud of me for the triathalon. I’m proud of me too. He also convinced me to keep eating this week. I said I couldn’t’ stand my body and I wanted to just fix it, and he said he likes my body the way it is. :-D when he says things like that it makes me want to give all of this up, fix it all for him, so he’ll be proud. Tehe he likes my body and he misses me and he wants me there and he thinks we have great sex. I love hearing him say shit like this, rather than keep it all inside. :-D
So this week I’m gonna eat healthy (around 1200 calories, but mainly just whenever hungry, whatever my body says is right) and exercise every day except tomorrow (to give myself a break from the triathalon). I’m gonna look at the YMCA schedule to see what free classes I can take, do some weight traning, and make sure to get in plenty of cardio. Maybe I can get to my goal (only 4 lbs away!!!) by Sunday!!!
I know I could get there by restricting. But I told boy I would try my best to not restrict and do this the right way. So that’s what I’m gonna do damn it!
So this week I’m gonna eat healthy (around 1200 calories, but mainly just whenever hungry, whatever my body says is right) and exercise every day except tomorrow (to give myself a break from the triathalon). I’m gonna look at the YMCA schedule to see what free classes I can take, do some weight traning, and make sure to get in plenty of cardio. Maybe I can get to my goal (only 4 lbs away!!!) by Sunday!!!
I know I could get there by restricting. But I told boy I would try my best to not restrict and do this the right way. So that’s what I’m gonna do damn it!