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so i got charged today. stupid bitch, waiting til i got home to fuckin charge me!!!
so here's the damage:
letter of apology
call my parents
community service
"drug education and counseling" meeting LOL
"warning"
that all sounds fair and just. problem is, if had been like 200 feet south of where i was, I wouldn't have a record that could be tracked down later. so i'm appealing based on the fact that different parts on campus hold records and such. hopefully it'll go thru and i'll pay my debt but have no record of it for med schools.
food went well today. i pulled it off, altho im worried bc my mom is starting to get suspicious. but i'm almost a third through and am trying to claim i haven't fucked up yet... not sure if that's true, but hush.
tomorrow i'm getting manicures/pedicures with my sister and then laying by the pool with mrs marrapode. yes, that is nick (my ex)'s mom. she's a great lady and i really adore her.
so wanna hear something shocking?!?!?! ok so said ex has a livejournal as well (he can't see this one, i have a million of these things) and he just wrote an entry about summer. yeah, shocking, hush i'm getting there. so he was writing about being excited about being home, and said in it that he wants to be friends with me again and he's sorry for hurting me. (for all of you guys in the back, this is a guy i dated for two years, then we went to college and he cheated on me and made an ass of himself several times. needless to say, it hurt. but i'm proud to say i'm over it :-D ) so i replied back that i'd be lying if i said i wasn't scared of getting hurt again, but i wanna give it a try.
this is just SUCH a huge relief! our summer plans involve a lot of me seeing him and i'm SO glad i can be there and it not be awkward!!! and i honestly don't think feelings will come back. we've both changed so much over the last year, and i want him to see how i've changed. i've become stronger and happier and more confident, and i want him to know that. but i want to see how he has changed as well and know him again.
and i dont' think feelings will rush back. like i said, we've changed so much. i don't see that happening, to be entirely honest.
so today went better than expected, besides the paranoia of having pot in the back seat during a 5 hr drive. omg, so fucking scary! i was paranoid as fuck, but mike made me stop being paranoid. sweet guy. i think i know why i keep him around now. lol
wow this is the first post in awhile where i haven't mentioned eating. this post pleases me. let's leave it at that.
so here's the damage:
letter of apology
call my parents
community service
"drug education and counseling" meeting LOL
"warning"
that all sounds fair and just. problem is, if had been like 200 feet south of where i was, I wouldn't have a record that could be tracked down later. so i'm appealing based on the fact that different parts on campus hold records and such. hopefully it'll go thru and i'll pay my debt but have no record of it for med schools.
food went well today. i pulled it off, altho im worried bc my mom is starting to get suspicious. but i'm almost a third through and am trying to claim i haven't fucked up yet... not sure if that's true, but hush.
tomorrow i'm getting manicures/pedicures with my sister and then laying by the pool with mrs marrapode. yes, that is nick (my ex)'s mom. she's a great lady and i really adore her.
so wanna hear something shocking?!?!?! ok so said ex has a livejournal as well (he can't see this one, i have a million of these things) and he just wrote an entry about summer. yeah, shocking, hush i'm getting there. so he was writing about being excited about being home, and said in it that he wants to be friends with me again and he's sorry for hurting me. (for all of you guys in the back, this is a guy i dated for two years, then we went to college and he cheated on me and made an ass of himself several times. needless to say, it hurt. but i'm proud to say i'm over it :-D ) so i replied back that i'd be lying if i said i wasn't scared of getting hurt again, but i wanna give it a try.
this is just SUCH a huge relief! our summer plans involve a lot of me seeing him and i'm SO glad i can be there and it not be awkward!!! and i honestly don't think feelings will come back. we've both changed so much over the last year, and i want him to see how i've changed. i've become stronger and happier and more confident, and i want him to know that. but i want to see how he has changed as well and know him again.
and i dont' think feelings will rush back. like i said, we've changed so much. i don't see that happening, to be entirely honest.
so today went better than expected, besides the paranoia of having pot in the back seat during a 5 hr drive. omg, so fucking scary! i was paranoid as fuck, but mike made me stop being paranoid. sweet guy. i think i know why i keep him around now. lol
wow this is the first post in awhile where i haven't mentioned eating. this post pleases me. let's leave it at that.