Bored
I haven't posted on this damn thing in forever, I started reading my entries from the past and realized what a fucktard I was. Umm, well I still am, just not to the same degree. I thought about deleting the dumb ones, but that would require me to delete all of them. I'm agitated, I have friends, some of them I feel uncomfortable hanging out with right now, it's understandable though. It's sad that I have the decency not to put what's really on my mind. (Not that anyone will ever read this post anyway). I'm not a good person by any means, but fuck, I am better than some people. I'm naive. Or Stupid. However you want to put it. I believe that the majority of people out there are good. I'm wrong. At least I'm beginning to see that. Mabey I'll actually be able to see past people's lies and bull shit? Mabey I won't get taken advantage of anymore? Mabey I'll get to know people before I trust them? Probably not. Fuck I can't trust people that I thought I knew in the first place. I'm still naive.
This is a good motto that some of my friends use, and I should too: FUCK THEM BEFORE THEY FUCK YOU.
I need to leave this place while I still can. Huntsville/Decatur eats you up and slowly kills you. hmmm, reminds me of cancer.
This is a good motto that some of my friends use, and I should too: FUCK THEM BEFORE THEY FUCK YOU.
I need to leave this place while I still can. Huntsville/Decatur eats you up and slowly kills you. hmmm, reminds me of cancer.