they said she died easy of a broken heart disease...
its official. ryan brady approves of this journal. its is ok to commence with the writing of todays entry...
ugh im tired. i hate school. im hungry. anything else i can complain about?
everythings just shitty. for lack of better words. ive been feeling sort of depressed lately. i talked to daria about it a little. its my own fault...this feeling just sucks. being used.
i miss ray. alot. i miss nick already and he just signed off. haha. i miss everything. i miss the summer i spent at the shore with emily and jess and megan and how much fun we had every single day. i wanna go back.
i have yet to start my homework. we have our bio final essay tommorow and i didnt even look over the topics. ed spends too much of his life doing homework. one day hes gonna be 40 years old, sitting at home somewhere and say "wow. i wasted so much time when i was younger. i shouldve been playing outside or watching tv or reading or painting or SOMETHING." nah he probably wont do that...hell be successful and rich and happy and say "im glad i did all my work" and ill be sitting home somewhere with 4000 babies and no job and no money and no happiness and ill say "dammit, i wish i did my homework."
god lets hope not....
nicks gonna cut my hair. i wanna chop it all off like Kelly from health class. that took some balls. she looks so cute though. i wanna do that...my mom will kill me but its just HAIR.
i smell like bugspray. i never even put on any bug spray. how did this happen?
the mysteries continue...
you know whats a good show? unsolves MYSTERIES. is it mysteries or mysterys? hmmmm
i wish it was still raining. i love storms. theyre so beutiful and romantic. im completly reitterating the conversation i just had with ryan brady. im half asleep. i need to go do my english homework.
lunch was good today. gotta love the chicken nuggets. they arent really chicken nuggets tho cuz theyre too tiny. thier nuublettes or something. i forget what ed said. haha rhymes. ed/said.
wow. i need to go to sleep.
wwoooooop
ugh im tired. i hate school. im hungry. anything else i can complain about?
everythings just shitty. for lack of better words. ive been feeling sort of depressed lately. i talked to daria about it a little. its my own fault...this feeling just sucks. being used.
i miss ray. alot. i miss nick already and he just signed off. haha. i miss everything. i miss the summer i spent at the shore with emily and jess and megan and how much fun we had every single day. i wanna go back.
i have yet to start my homework. we have our bio final essay tommorow and i didnt even look over the topics. ed spends too much of his life doing homework. one day hes gonna be 40 years old, sitting at home somewhere and say "wow. i wasted so much time when i was younger. i shouldve been playing outside or watching tv or reading or painting or SOMETHING." nah he probably wont do that...hell be successful and rich and happy and say "im glad i did all my work" and ill be sitting home somewhere with 4000 babies and no job and no money and no happiness and ill say "dammit, i wish i did my homework."
god lets hope not....
nicks gonna cut my hair. i wanna chop it all off like Kelly from health class. that took some balls. she looks so cute though. i wanna do that...my mom will kill me but its just HAIR.
i smell like bugspray. i never even put on any bug spray. how did this happen?
the mysteries continue...
you know whats a good show? unsolves MYSTERIES. is it mysteries or mysterys? hmmmm
i wish it was still raining. i love storms. theyre so beutiful and romantic. im completly reitterating the conversation i just had with ryan brady. im half asleep. i need to go do my english homework.
lunch was good today. gotta love the chicken nuggets. they arent really chicken nuggets tho cuz theyre too tiny. thier nuublettes or something. i forget what ed said. haha rhymes. ed/said.
wow. i need to go to sleep.
wwoooooop