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Its new years and i find myself alone again.
no one returns my phone calls.
it buggs.
i have never felt so lonely in my intire life. i want to explode. i am soo sick of myself i am sooo boreing. i am not the smae "me". i am not giong to lie. i am not going to pretend that i love my life when i hate more then anyone knows.
i feal like i can't waite anymore.
i just CAN'T!
i am just waiting for me to do something stupid and regret.
ahhhhhhh
bnishtwu49uqn hjsdg setuw3
i sound so stupid.
but its all the trueth.
i am going to change a lot.
or at least i want to. i am too bored.
and i am too insicure.
anyways........
have a good new years.
no one returns my phone calls.
it buggs.
i have never felt so lonely in my intire life. i want to explode. i am soo sick of myself i am sooo boreing. i am not the smae "me". i am not giong to lie. i am not going to pretend that i love my life when i hate more then anyone knows.
i feal like i can't waite anymore.
i just CAN'T!
i am just waiting for me to do something stupid and regret.
ahhhhhhh
bnishtwu49uqn hjsdg setuw3
i sound so stupid.
but its all the trueth.
i am going to change a lot.
or at least i want to. i am too bored.
and i am too insicure.
anyways........
have a good new years.