Dec 02, 2003 15:52
Well my lil sister last night...:( She looks so big and grown up! I miss her a lot! She is so special to me and she will always be in my heart. She ignored me the whole time acted as if she didn't want to be with me.. We went to walmart last night and you know who works there. I saw him face to face we ran into each other. He acted like he didn't even know me at all. So I smiled and continued to walk. I then saw dasha he got away from me quickly come to find out he ran and told brad I was there. So brad could hide? I have no clue.. Well we then went to mcdonalds and we all ate me my lil brother and sisters. I tried to talk to brandy but she acted like she didn't want to. We then dropped her off and once again I gave her a hug and kiss good-bye. SHe pulleed away from me. I don't know why. I love her so much. I cried all the way to my friends house last night where I drank away my problems. Later on last night I got on-line where I decided to let him go I said good-bye to him...And started to delete him when he replied to me..Saying I never talked to him shit like that. And so we talked for a bit when I decided to ask him what he ment when he said that he only wanted one thing from me. I asked him what that was? He said I never said that I swear! So like an idiot I believed him. We talked for awhile and left the convo at good-night.. So I dunno where if anywhere this is going prolly nowhere. And I ain't gonna get my hopes up for nothing. It is now up to him. Eddie help me!!!