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Well, it's been a couple of weeks since last updating so hopefully I'll have something interesting to say. Apologies to everyone really for being such a hermit the last week or so, had a bunhc of uni things all to do for end of the past week so I was basically being a study boy n doing them all week. Felt a kind of ecstatic relievedness (someones gettin an a lol) once handed in the english essay, did a wee happy dance outside the lecture lol. Really not been up to much worth noting I don't think since last update.. havent been to cinema, not really done much. Just drinking lol.
Friday was good though, hung about the library after handin essay in, got a couple of /old/ strategy books out, read them a little. Then had dinner with Mitsuyo, really couldn't afford to but, ah well, that was really nice. She said she can take guests to the international students weekly piss up n said I should go, so that could be fun lol, and pretty strange I think. Then went to Aikido for first time in couple of weeks (sorted out what was preventing, for the future too), it was klass, felt so much better afterwards, though my thighs were pretty sore after, havent been practicing enough, but I spose everyone gets that a bit atleast.
I do still have to get a job, but I'm past thinking it'll be a quick fix, going to take a while and alot more effort, but I will persevere, just been so busy this week. Realised too that it's a couple of weeks off a year of me not feeling something, maybe I haven't been trying very hard, but my whole psyche 'feels' different, nowhere near as dependant, maybe that's made me actively distance myself from any possibilities.. not sure about that. Thankfully today havent got a great deal of work, will do some though. Got a video to watch too, and haven't played Dues Ex for about a month so might give that a bash later. Watched a helluva lot of uncut One Piece yesterday, not even gonna try and put into words lol.
Anyway, until the wind brings our sails together,
Good day all.
Friday was good though, hung about the library after handin essay in, got a couple of /old/ strategy books out, read them a little. Then had dinner with Mitsuyo, really couldn't afford to but, ah well, that was really nice. She said she can take guests to the international students weekly piss up n said I should go, so that could be fun lol, and pretty strange I think. Then went to Aikido for first time in couple of weeks (sorted out what was preventing, for the future too), it was klass, felt so much better afterwards, though my thighs were pretty sore after, havent been practicing enough, but I spose everyone gets that a bit atleast.
I do still have to get a job, but I'm past thinking it'll be a quick fix, going to take a while and alot more effort, but I will persevere, just been so busy this week. Realised too that it's a couple of weeks off a year of me not feeling something, maybe I haven't been trying very hard, but my whole psyche 'feels' different, nowhere near as dependant, maybe that's made me actively distance myself from any possibilities.. not sure about that. Thankfully today havent got a great deal of work, will do some though. Got a video to watch too, and haven't played Dues Ex for about a month so might give that a bash later. Watched a helluva lot of uncut One Piece yesterday, not even gonna try and put into words lol.
Anyway, until the wind brings our sails together,
Good day all.