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Booooo
Ok, school is going to be very intense these next couple of weeks. I have to write three papers of which I have to actually do research for, not something I can pull out of my head three hours before it's due like I typically do. I also have to cope with a roomie who just likes to sit in front of the TV for her everyday marathons of Tivo-ed gilmore girls episodes (I hate that show, if I ever bump into Rory Gilmore I shall kill that bitch, and her mom too). I mean, I try to get into it... but I can't. I also just figured out I have "hyperacusis" I actaully read about it online, I know lame, but I'm kind of starting to believe it. Noise angers me so much. I can take most everyday noises, but distant TV sounds and stupid bass sounds anger me so so so so much!! I try to ignore it, I try imagining that my brother is watching TV, or that he is listening to music next door but I can't ignore the subtle noises!! It kills me because it doesn't allow me to sleep or read and I just feel frustrated all the time becuase of it. It's just so hard. I don't make noise when other people are around me, and I just wish others would think like me. Who bumps their music at 2 in the morning???? I hate college students, at least in that aspect. And who watches TV for 6 consecutive hours *cough, cough* My roomie. It's just really hard, and it sucks becuase I always think I'm the crazy one. I sure hope I'm not, but at the same time I know I'm going to have to do deal with this forever because the world isn't going to shut up for me. But then again, the world isn't my problem, it's the people who inhabit it. Even when I go home, my neighbor bumps his music all night, and that annoying circus music too (if you're Mexican or Bobby, you should know what I'm talking about). Anyway, I was supposed to write something in which I wasn't complaining, but I guess that's my nature - well just on this thing at least.
Ok, school is going to be very intense these next couple of weeks. I have to write three papers of which I have to actually do research for, not something I can pull out of my head three hours before it's due like I typically do. I also have to cope with a roomie who just likes to sit in front of the TV for her everyday marathons of Tivo-ed gilmore girls episodes (I hate that show, if I ever bump into Rory Gilmore I shall kill that bitch, and her mom too). I mean, I try to get into it... but I can't. I also just figured out I have "hyperacusis" I actaully read about it online, I know lame, but I'm kind of starting to believe it. Noise angers me so much. I can take most everyday noises, but distant TV sounds and stupid bass sounds anger me so so so so much!! I try to ignore it, I try imagining that my brother is watching TV, or that he is listening to music next door but I can't ignore the subtle noises!! It kills me because it doesn't allow me to sleep or read and I just feel frustrated all the time becuase of it. It's just so hard. I don't make noise when other people are around me, and I just wish others would think like me. Who bumps their music at 2 in the morning???? I hate college students, at least in that aspect. And who watches TV for 6 consecutive hours *cough, cough* My roomie. It's just really hard, and it sucks becuase I always think I'm the crazy one. I sure hope I'm not, but at the same time I know I'm going to have to do deal with this forever because the world isn't going to shut up for me. But then again, the world isn't my problem, it's the people who inhabit it. Even when I go home, my neighbor bumps his music all night, and that annoying circus music too (if you're Mexican or Bobby, you should know what I'm talking about). Anyway, I was supposed to write something in which I wasn't complaining, but I guess that's my nature - well just on this thing at least.