You Think I'd Be Over It By Now...
Ok, here's a quick summary of the time between my last entry and this one: pointless.
Moving on, I've become so distant from so many people I know, it's pissing me off how I don't find any motivation to change even though I hate it. What the fuck ever.
Finally got online today and checked up on a few things, I need to get to bed soon (as usual) so that I can stay awake at school and work tomorrow. I said I'd call Billy tomorrow but I work, so I'll have to call the day after.
Speaking of calling, my cell phone bill came to about uhmm...$310. My mom almost had a heart attack, I felt so bad. Turns out I got charged up the yin yang for using my internet...so they voided out my internet usage part of the bill and said to try to "restrain" myself. Probably a good idea...
Hmmm, I still miss talking to Amy and Kris...actually Kris is still cool and she talks to me. I always bring up this topic, I'm such a loser. I can't help it, when I hung out with Amy I was so happy and stuff. I think that's the first time in my life that I ever had a friend like that so yeah...I really valued our friendship. What the fuck ever though, if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore I won't make her. I feel so desprate and stupid when I write all this crap about missing Amy, and I kinda feel like a lesbian too. Christ, I wish there was a better way of saying what I mean...bah, screw it.
Work has been a drag, between stupid customers, malfunctioning computers, and slow boring days...there's not much to it. Only thing that keeps me there is my co-workers...Mike, Justin, Jim, Brittany, and Britney. Ugh...ringing people up for hour on end is SO bland.
Yeah, gotta shove off to bed...shit, just remembered I forgot to eat dinner. Oh well, it happens...guess I'll just have a bigger breakfast or something.
It's the cows...It's the cows,
~Genova Avonej
Moving on, I've become so distant from so many people I know, it's pissing me off how I don't find any motivation to change even though I hate it. What the fuck ever.
Finally got online today and checked up on a few things, I need to get to bed soon (as usual) so that I can stay awake at school and work tomorrow. I said I'd call Billy tomorrow but I work, so I'll have to call the day after.
Speaking of calling, my cell phone bill came to about uhmm...$310. My mom almost had a heart attack, I felt so bad. Turns out I got charged up the yin yang for using my internet...so they voided out my internet usage part of the bill and said to try to "restrain" myself. Probably a good idea...
Hmmm, I still miss talking to Amy and Kris...actually Kris is still cool and she talks to me. I always bring up this topic, I'm such a loser. I can't help it, when I hung out with Amy I was so happy and stuff. I think that's the first time in my life that I ever had a friend like that so yeah...I really valued our friendship. What the fuck ever though, if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore I won't make her. I feel so desprate and stupid when I write all this crap about missing Amy, and I kinda feel like a lesbian too. Christ, I wish there was a better way of saying what I mean...bah, screw it.
Work has been a drag, between stupid customers, malfunctioning computers, and slow boring days...there's not much to it. Only thing that keeps me there is my co-workers...Mike, Justin, Jim, Brittany, and Britney. Ugh...ringing people up for hour on end is SO bland.
Yeah, gotta shove off to bed...shit, just remembered I forgot to eat dinner. Oh well, it happens...guess I'll just have a bigger breakfast or something.
It's the cows...It's the cows,
~Genova Avonej