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Sometimes ya wish you can rip the emotions out of yourself. Just dig into your chest and pull out some organ responsible for emotions. That way your not dead, but your absent from the monotony. Then again youll have the problems I have. And I have too many of them.
I want to be mangled beyond beleif. Hung. Shot. For something... you know? I wonder how people would react. Would people show up to my funeral? Would it make the news? How long would it take people to forget me? Probably weeks... And thats what scares me. People live for so long, but it only takes a second to rub them out. Then loved ones live on, like nothing happened. I know its the thing to do, you cant live in the past. But that past can live in the future. Just alittle of it.
I might not be online alot. My parents have worn my patience and im staying over alot of freinds houses. I might even leave for awhile, but ill come back for school.
Carefull who you share your emotions with. Sometimes your better off not having them at all.
I want to be mangled beyond beleif. Hung. Shot. For something... you know? I wonder how people would react. Would people show up to my funeral? Would it make the news? How long would it take people to forget me? Probably weeks... And thats what scares me. People live for so long, but it only takes a second to rub them out. Then loved ones live on, like nothing happened. I know its the thing to do, you cant live in the past. But that past can live in the future. Just alittle of it.
I might not be online alot. My parents have worn my patience and im staying over alot of freinds houses. I might even leave for awhile, but ill come back for school.
Carefull who you share your emotions with. Sometimes your better off not having them at all.