Feb 19, 2005 23:49
I am sitting in Jik's bed and yes I have had a few and I am sitting next to Clare, who is Colleen's sister. Yesterday I went on a date with Colleen. We had such a good time and I even got a goodnight kiss from her. I realized that I do indeed look at her as my dream girl. If she came around and actually said she would be my girl I would be so so happy and I could really be truley happy for the first time in so many many months. I would really really enjoy just being with her and spending time with her. I really can't believe that she kissed me back and that to me sends a message. Only time will tell.