Jun 17, 2004 23:58
When the man from down the hall tells you that life is not to waste, he is speaking the truth. My closest friend is in Boston and I am wandering, looking for a solution. What am I going to do in September? He's not gonna be back on Friday in Septemeber. This is scary...very scary...I don't what to do, but I'm sure it will figure itself out, hopefully.
Let's talk about something good. Even though I'm at war with her, Colleen rocks my socks. I don't know why I just do it, but really, I'm just a chickenshit who's afraid of rejection. Whatever, she's going to Ireland tomorrow. She wants to cut off my beard, and to stop smoking. I Don't know. Should I change? Who knows. Whatever.
Everytime I listen to KoRn's new album, I connect with Jonathan Davis' lyrics more and more. It's getting me through all of this shit in my mind. Problems, fears, doubts, all gone when I listen to KoRn. I really want to meet them one day, just to tell them how much they changed my life.
Sometimes the time is just right to say goodbye, and leave everything as it is....when that time comes I hope I'm ready.
Colleen still rocks my socks, and I want to let her know, but I'm an idioit who can't get the words off the tip of my tounge. I have such a great time playing basketball with her, and our war it a friendly one. It's probably obvious that I like her too, like in the thrid grade when you pick on the girl you like. She's staying local too, so thats a plus. O Mac is back tomorrow, then I'll sort stuff out.