It's Too Low.....
First, I didn't realize that it was after midnight. Ok,now we can begin kids. I'm at the lowest point that I've been in the past few months. I am so depressed its not funny. I do all this shit for people, and I get treated like shit. I think that things are gonna fucking get better and it all crumbles again. Honestly, since prom there has been one thing that was fun. 1. Today I went and did laundry with Jen. And it's the best thing I did all day. I was Shrek 2, couldn't enjoy it because little black kids we're fucking saying everythign before it happend, and that's so fucking annoying. I hate people. I'm so low. I'mnot writing this so people can feel sorry for me and that shit, I just need to vent. I am sitting in front of this damn screen drinking in my fucking house, and I feel like shit. I honestly don't know if I can go on like this. I need something good in my life. I need somebosy good in my life. I hate everything and want to die... I hope people say nice things at my eulogy. I hope so, because I feel like I'm nothing in some people's eyes. Quickly, thanks to Angela for feeling what I do through my song. And thanks to Jen again, I had a kick ass time doing laundry. I just wishh everything could be that happy in my life.