Jan 30, 2004 15:36
Joy - VNV NATION
Have I no control, is my soul not mine?
Am I not just man, destiny defined?
Never to be ruled nor held to heel.
Not heaven or hell just the land between.
Am I not man, does my heart not bleed?
No Lord, no God, no hate, no pity, no pain, just ME.
Comprehend and countermand.
Synchronous guidance. I choose my way.
Never to be ruled nor held to heel.
Not heaven or hell just the land between.
And am I not man?
So why do I love when I still feel pain?
When does it end, when is my work done?
Why am I lone and why do I feel that
I carry a sword through a battlefield?
So why do I love when I still feel pain?
When does it end, when is my work done?
Why do I fight and why do I feel that
I carry a sword, that I carry a sword?
Like the path to heaven or the road to hell
our choice is our own consequences bind.
We are the kings of wisdom, the fools as well.
We are the gods to many, we are humble men.
We who build great works just to break them down.
We who make our rules so we never fail.
God, life is surreal at the minute. I got back into town at 4pm yesterday after spending the day with my boyfriend. Walked about for an hour looking for Nikita and Suzzannah. When I found them an hour later Nikita off the hat just tells me, I'm movin to Ballymena. An hour later she was gone. I still havet got used to how quiet the house is without her. Couldnt sleep the entire night. She may be back today to collect her stuff but i doubt it. I might get drunk 2nite. I might go to the venue. I really dont know.
Laterz
Mikal